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Fade2Black

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May 24, 2020
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Was writing a really long post… but then no. Simply put, there's been too many mistakes, lost too much, not much left to look forward to in life. Everything for the SN method has been acquired. Have a special date in mind that means a lot to me. It's four months out though. Don't see a point to wait till then but let's see how it goes.
 
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rowcrumble22

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Apr 25, 2025
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in those lasting moments i hope you find a kind of happiness that makes you want to live and experience nice things
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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100% pro-choice, and with that said, in 4 months it is the old saying of "never say never" as far as what wonderful experience(s) or aspects might turn up for you.

I have had 2 attempts and the one thing that now I always keep in the back of my mid about ctb is" one and done, no do overs or second thoughts.

I never have been pro-life nor pro-ctb, as far my 2, I try my hardest if and when, like my chronic pain really gets bad, to relax, close my eyes and think about tomorrow.

I wish you all the VERY best and always around if you would like to talk, my good friend.

Walter
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best, I hope that you find the relief you search for.
 
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