Defenestration
I want to have the courage to kill myself
- Oct 25, 2020
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I found a jump point. They say it's 70 meters high, but I think that's the maximum height...
I'm thinking more like 50-60 meters where I'm going to jump, and I hope to aim and land on the road.
Afterward, I'm afraid a cable will deflect my trajectory.
It's 350 km from my home. I've only seen photos. There have already been 7 or 8 suicides, all successful... I'm going to see someone who can take me there by car for 600 euros. Money doesn't matter... I don't drive, and there are too many connections, so it's too long...
Anyway, I'm stressed because I find it creepy to go and commit suicide far from home and spend 4 hours in a car with a stranger, even if I listen to music...
At the same time, where I live, there's nothing or no fence to jump from. I just hope that when I arrive it won't be fenced off or too crowded because there are a lot of tourists.
It won't be before mid-October because I have to take my mother for some checkups.
I'm thinking more like 50-60 meters where I'm going to jump, and I hope to aim and land on the road.
Afterward, I'm afraid a cable will deflect my trajectory.
It's 350 km from my home. I've only seen photos. There have already been 7 or 8 suicides, all successful... I'm going to see someone who can take me there by car for 600 euros. Money doesn't matter... I don't drive, and there are too many connections, so it's too long...
Anyway, I'm stressed because I find it creepy to go and commit suicide far from home and spend 4 hours in a car with a stranger, even if I listen to music...
At the same time, where I live, there's nothing or no fence to jump from. I just hope that when I arrive it won't be fenced off or too crowded because there are a lot of tourists.
It won't be before mid-October because I have to take my mother for some checkups.
