Jumping off Niagara falls

[reverse03]

I have SN and will try to get some antiemetic with it. But it will take 2-3 weeks. If ever I cannot hold on until then I might jump off Niagara falls. I always have fear of drowning since I almost drowned as a kid, but I also love the idea of it.
Niagara is 2 hours drive from where I am. And I have been there thrice by night time. There are fewer people wandering there by night especially around midnight on winter time. So I plan to do it by that time so that no one will interrupt me or stop me. And the darkness of the night might help on not finding my body for minutes or hours.
Does anyone have any reliable data on survivability of this method? Or any suggestions to make it more successful?

 

[Pentobarbital_Plz]

Do you plan on sedating and/or weighing yourself down at all?

 

[jodes2]

Man, I wouldn't want to drown. Terrible way to go. You deserve better

 

[cowie]

Personally, I would wait for the antiemetic. SN is probably has a higher success rate and would be less painful/distressing.

 

[reverse03]

Do you plan on sedating and/or weighing yourself down at all?

No sedation. I will probably where jeans and winter jacket which can be heavy once I got to the water.

 

[reverse03]

Personally, I would wait for the antiemetic. SN is probably has a higher success rate and would be less painful/distressing.

I also want to wait for the antiemetic. But this is my back up plan if ever I can no longer wait for it. This life is just painful. I thought everything is going better but nope it was all just an illusion. Will probably ctb before the end of the month

 

[lonelyguy]

I'm about the same distance from there as you. I think it's a pretty guaranteed way to go as I think chance of survival is slim. It would be what I would do if my family and nieces didn't like going there so much

 

[reverse03]

I'm about the same distance from there as you. I think it's a pretty guaranteed way to go as I think chance of survival is slim. It would be what I would do if my family and nieces didn't like going there so much

There are some of my "friends" that love Niagara. But some thing in back of my mind wants me to make them hate that place. So yeah, maybe that is also a factor why I am choosing Niagara.