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skinny

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May 11, 2026
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Hello,

I plan on jumping off of a 200 - 250ft cell tower (I've had some experience climbing them from urbex), I'm just questioning a few things though...

1. Will it be an instant death? If I am to land on my head, I really hope for it to be instant and painless as possible...
2. Does it matter what I land in? At this height, I assume it wouldn't matter if I landed in sand, grass, or concrete, but I just want to make sure.
3. Should I try a taller tower to be safe? I might be able to do a 600ft one, but that requires some more bullshit to do though...
4. Is there a "right way" to do it? (This sounds stupid tbh), but like should I get a running start and jump to clear the fence on the ground?

I want to make sure the method I use is about as instant and painless as possible, I think jumping is probably the best method, if everything's all good, I plan on doing it in 2 days.

I feel like jumping off of a tower is a much more viable way than off a building imo, you wont have any risk with hitting any vehicles or pedestrians, and it's also easy to access. I've been considering a crane, but I don't think it'd be nice for a construction worker to see my dead body...

Anyways, thanks.
 
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PanaxMan

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Hello,

I plan on jumping off of a 200 - 250ft cell tower (I've had some experience climbing them from urbex), I'm just questioning a few things though...

1. Will it be an instant death? If I am to land on my head, I really hope for it to be instant and painless as possible...
2. Does it matter what I land in? At this height, I assume it wouldn't matter if I landed in sand, grass, or concrete, but I just want to make sure.
3. Should I try a taller tower to be safe? I might be able to do a 600ft one, but that requires some more bullshit to do though...
4. Is there a "right way" to do it? (This sounds stupid tbh), but like should I get a running start and jump to clear the fence on the ground?

I want to make sure the method I use is about as instant and painless as possible, I think jumping is probably the best method, if everything's all good, I plan on doing it in 2 days.

I feel like jumping off of a tower is a much more viable way than off a building imo, you wont have any risk with hitting any vehicles or pedestrians, and it's also easy to access. I've been considering a crane, but I don't think it'd be nice for a construction worker to see my dead body...

Anyways, thanks.
Well death to the head is a instant death it just would depend on the force applied
 
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Defenestration

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Landing on your head is difficult because your body can wobble in the air.
 
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Apr 27, 2026
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I've been considering a crane, but I don't think it'd be nice for a construction worker to see my dead body...
What about the other workers that might see your body? Anyway you should aim for a flat ground since trees and bushes can actually shield your fall.

1. Most jumper died by internal bleeding and fractures, the fall will just knock you out super hard. Head impact has increased brain trauma and possibly breaking neck which add lethality.

2. It still does, someone survive a fall plane by landing on hay. Aim for solid hard ground like concrete or road pavement and avoid anything on the way.

3. You decide, the higher might be better but having a high tower with solid base to land on are better than higher tower with more vegetative around it.

4. The right way is don't, poor workers has to deal with another problem but landing on your torso or head first is almost a guaranteed at that height. Your SI will try to use hand and leg to break the fall, just embraced the ground with your chest and there's gotta be a few rib bones piercing your internal. I'm not sure about 'running'.
 
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Shit's scary man. I tried to hang myself on a cell tower (because I wanted a high drop to dislocate my vertebrae) and I eventually climbed down because I was freaking out and was uncoordinated from the alcohol.

What about the other workers that might see your body? Anyway you should aim for a flat ground since trees and bushes can actually shield your fall.

1. Most jumper died by internal bleeding and fractures, the fall will just knock you out super hard. Head impact has increased brain trauma and possibly breaking neck which add lethality.

2. It still does, someone survive a fall plane by landing on hay. Aim for solid hard ground like concrete or road pavement and avoid anything on the way.

3. You decide, the higher might be better but having a high tower with solid base to land on are better than higher tower with more vegetative around it.

4. The right way is don't, poor workers has to deal with another problem but landing on your torso or head first is almost a guaranteed at that height. Your SI will try to use hand and leg to break the fall, just embraced the ground with your chest and there's gotta be a few rib bones piercing your internal. I'm not sure about 'running'.
Yeah, you'd have to be up crazy high and it's not as easy to climb as it looks. I think unless you really did your homework and had primo balance you would probably just break something.
 
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Picture??
 
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skinny

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Landing on your head is difficult because your body can wobble in the air.
Thanks for the heads up, I never really thought about that, but yeah that'd make sense.
What about the other workers that might see your body?
This (hopefully) shouldn't be an issue, cell towers are not as actively maintained as something like a construction zone, my brother has my location, and I plan on sharing my location with an online friend right before just in case, either of them should know something is amiss eventually. I do hope that no worker (or anybody that isn't LE) sees my body though. Thanks for answering my other questions.
Picture??
I don't have a good image at the base of the tower. I mainly only have ones that the top as I've climbed this a handful of times, nevertheless, I've attached some images.
 

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Wow, that's impressive! It looks hard to climb, doesn't it?
 
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skinny

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Wow, that's impressive! It looks hard to climb, doesn't it?
I've climbed this specific tower a few times, but for people with no experience, yeah, it may be hard to climb. I think my main issue would be my SI
 
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Thanks for the heads up, I never really thought about that, but yeah that'd make sense.

This (hopefully) shouldn't be an issue, cell towers are not as actively maintained as something like a construction zone, my brother has my location, and I plan on sharing my location with an online friend right before just in case, either of them should know something is amiss eventually. I do hope that no worker (or anybody that isn't LE) sees my body though. Thanks for answering my other questions.

I don't have a good image at the base of the tower. I mainly only have ones that the top as I've climbed this a handful of times, nevertheless, I've attached some images.
There seems to be a lot of trees near that, could probably saves you if land wasn't hard enough. I really wish there's somekind of tower like that near my area, eating lunch there probably felt good.
 
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J'ai déjà gravi cette tour plusieurs fois, mais pour les débutants, oui, ça peut être difficile. Je pense que mon principal problème serait mon syndrome du cÓlon irritable.
J'ai déjà gravi cette tour plusieurs fois, mais pour les débutants, oui, ça peut être difficile. Je pense que mon principal problème serait mon syndrome du cÓlon irritable.
I wish you the best...
 
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skinny

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There seems to be a lot of trees near that, could probably saves you if land wasn't hard enough. I really wish there's somekind of tower like that near my area, eating lunch there probably felt good.
I took the picture from about a km away with a tree in front of me, but there are some trees near the base, however, there is another side where there are no trees. Eating lunch up there would be pretty nice, but I'm too broke for that lol.
I wish you the best...
Thank you. I'm going to go to the tower in about 2 hours and chill up there for 7-8 hours before I attempt it.
 
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skinny

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I've stayed on this tower for too long, I have a strong feeling that I'll pussy out :(
 
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MyMomWasMyLife

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May 2, 2026
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I've stayed on this tower for too long, I have a strong feeling that I'll pussy out :(
Please just go home. Don't stay up there anymore.
 
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I've stayed on this tower for too long, I have a strong feeling that I'll pussy out :(
I understand you...very difficult.
Fuck this SI🄵🄵🄵
 
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I think it takes a lot of courage to do something like that. The sensations of falling must be devastating and terrifying.
 
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Jun 28, 2025
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I will continue to say that jumping is my favorite method and that unfortunately what I leave behind to the firefighters is not my business. If the authorities let us get lethal substances without getting pissed off we wouldn't have to do that (obviously it would cause many other problems so on the one hand fortunately it's not so simple). Once you have jumped, you no longer have control. If you are tall enough you die. That's all. For the SI I am convinced that it is strong, but again with this method once you are against your center of balance you can not go back.
 
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skinny

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Thanks for all your kind words, I went home and immediately slept as I felt really tired. I had to go to the tower at a different time then I planned as it looked like the tower was either about to have workers, or the workers recently left (gate for vehicles was open, cone near the tower, and a door for a shed next to the tower was open). I don't really know what to do from here but I feel pretty bummed out 🫤.
 
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