Help Jumping from 10 stories?

[notmakingitto2025]

Hello all, I live on the 15th floor of my apartment building but the fifth floor's balcony sticks out more than the rest so I'm looking at a 10 floor drop. The common figure I see is that a drop of 8 floors is almost always fatal, but how much weight does that "always" carry? I really don't want to risk surviving, so if anyone could provide me some numbers on the chance I survive the drop that would be much appreciated. I also want to know if there's any specific position I should put my body in to maximise my chances. I imagine headfirst is the way to go but how do I make sure I land on my head? Should I attach some kind of weight to my head so I'm more top heavy or will that mess up my equilibrium and make me spin wildly?

Any information would be a big help.
These hugging emojis are really frustrating me. I'm trying to KILL myself and need advice, don't you understand that? If you aren't going to be helpful, just ignore the post. I was hoping I could come here and there would be an outpouring of support for my suicidality. I can't talk to my parents. I used to vent to my best friend and now she's traumatised because off me so I can't tell her anything. All I do is cause people pain. I'm a worthless autistic piece of shit. I'm an alien wearing a human suit and not in a cool way like Emma Stone in Bugonia. I'm fundamentally inferior to everyone around me and I need to be taken out. Maybe suicide by cop is the way to go. At least that way everyone would know I was a loathsome idiot after I died. I don't even believe in a god but I wish I did so I could plead with them for the sweet relief of death. I'm too cowardly to do it myself. Last time I got up on the railing of my balcony I satarted crying and shaking and saying I wanted my mummy. There's one thing I could do to leave a positive impact on this world and I'm too much of a weak little toddler to do it. I'm nothing.

 

[kompyany]

I think a height of 15 stories is sufficient, but I heard you mentioned there's an overhanging balcony on the fifth floor, which makes me somewhat concerned. Generally speaking, there's a chance you could land on that balcony—this cushion might save your life but leave you with physical disabilities, so please consider this carefully. As for overcoming the fear of death, I don't know if you'll hesitate, but I understand that short-term stressors can make you act more impulsively; many people give up due to acrophobia. If psychological factors are what affect you most, perhaps you could gather some firsthand accounts from survivors. I've considered this approach and asked some survivors. They always describe "not remembering their mental state at the moment," "feeling nothing when falling, only intense pain after being rescued," or "it felt like a blank." So I believe jumping wouldn't be very painful, provided you ensure you won't be saved. It might be difficult to control your posture, but generally, head-first is best. Ideally, make sure the height is sufficient, there are no cushioning obstacles, and the ground is concrete.