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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
284
It's done, let's hope I get it. I have one more month to get everything prepared. I am in Canada and it is not easy to get SN so we crossed fingers. I need to get meto now.
I am scared as crap but to be fair I am scared to live and I do not do anything anymore and I am in the verge to become homeless.
 
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Risingsadness

Member
Aug 2, 2026
14
How did you get it? I'm in the U.S. and am scared to try because it says it's restricted and I'm worried if I try to order it, someone I dont want will show up at my door.
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
284
How did you get it? I'm in the U.S. and am scared to try because it says it's restricted and I'm worried if I try to order it, someone I dont want will show up at my door.
Well to be honest, I am already in the deep shit so I tried it.
 
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violetforever

violetforever

i hit my peak at 7
Dec 24, 2025
1,230
you ordered from HB? i should order but im afraid of police coming to my house and im not sure if it would get here in time. i need if by the end of next month. im in the USA.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
It's done, let's hope I get it. I have one more month to get everything prepared. I am in Canada and it is not easy to get SN so we crossed fingers. I need to get meto now.
I am scared as crap but to be fair I am scared to live and I do not do anything anymore and I am in the verge to become homeless.
Wish you all the love, luck and peace 🕊️ ❤️
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,674
I hope you find peace from suffering.
 
Jiroscope

Jiroscope

Lost
Apr 8, 2021
49
Did it ship or have you received it yet? I ordered last week and it still hasn't shipped, I'm worried that they caught on and I'm about to receive a wellness check. I'm also in Canada
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
284
It's done, let's hope I get it. I have one more month to get everything prepared. I am in Canada and it is not easy to get SN so we crossed fingers. I need to get meto now.
I am scared as crap but to be fair I am scared to live and I do not do anything anymore and I am in the verge to become homeless.
Did it ship or have you received it yet? I ordered last week and it still hasn't shipped, I'm worried that they caught on and I'm about to receive a wellness check. I'm also in Canada
It has arrived. 3 days.
 
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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
285
you ordered from HB? i should order but im afraid of police coming to my house and im not sure if it would get here in time. i need if by the end of next month. im in the USA.
He's scamming people I wouldn't order from him tbh
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
624
i saw 😭 i guess i wont be ordering
You never know what is happening. I've dealt with him so much. Seriously we don't know what is going on. Despite how hard it is being on this end. Ukraine was also hit really hard by Russia last night. Doesn't mean he is purposely scamming anyone. Just wanted to say not that it makes it any easier dealing with.
 
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