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Aphid

Aphid

Pentecad
Apr 30, 2026
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Got rid of my partner, I have 23 dollars to my name, I've pushed my family away, I've failed everyone around me, and made everyone dislike me in some way. I'm ready. I've done what I wanted, my lonely death, a death to be celebrated by those I've hurt. Celebrated. The one good thing I've done in my life
Only a couple days now.
A couple days.
 
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Aknu132

Aknu132

Tenha um bom dia!
Dec 25, 2023
277
I hope everything goes right and you can finally find your peace.
 
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lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
186
Sending you hugs. When your bus arrives wishing you peaceful travels.
 
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hangingclothes

hangingclothes

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Oct 26, 2025
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good luck, my regret was fantasizing about "the day" too much and not doing anything about it. i'm still hated and forced to live with it.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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🕊️ peace be with you
 
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Cicis.Doing.Unwell7

Cicis.Doing.Unwell7

𝐓𝐨𝐨 𝐌𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐓𝐨 𝐃𝐨. <𝟑
Aug 8, 2025
111
Aphid my Love...
just a remninder that I love you and so so many people in our Chat do too. No one wants you to die.
Just a reminder that we all will be there for you - if needed.

Pls consider calling a local helpline, call ambulance or call anyone if you decided to do different.

Recovery is possible, if there is anything i can do to help, please reach out!

-cici
 
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