i've been avoiding going to a bar for the first time because i'm socially anxious lol

[eggsausagerice]

i turned 21 recently and i wanted to make it this big thing where i dress fancy and go to a bar down in the city. i have not done that and just stayed in. i've been wondering if i should buy alcohol at a liquor store near me or if i should go to a bar even though i get nervous talking to bartenders or having to be around a lot of people. i drank one drink before at a restaurant but i got sleepy, so i'm kind of worried about falling asleep if i drink in public.

i don't know that much about alcohol at all. i don't know if it's worth the effort. i've just always been curious about it since i figured that i would die before i can legally drink it. since i have asthma, i'm not interested in smoking at all even though i'm old enough to do that too. i think that if i'm hesitating so much, i might not actually want to go to a bar and would rather stay in doing the things i always do instead. i don't have anyone that wants to hang out with me and go with me.

 

[maki]

happy late birthday

if youre not confident going to a bar alone, there's nothing wrong with just going to a store and getting some from there.

if you dont like the taste of alcohol here are some drinks i recommend that are low in alcohol content and easy to drink.
smirnoff ice green apple tastes like jollyranchers
mike's hard lemonade strawberry is like a fruit roll-up
truly hard seltzer cherry is like sparkling water with a slight taste of alcohol
sunnyd vodka seltzer

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Happy late Birthday