I've accepted my fate

[escapefromabuse]

The wheels have been set in motion. There isn't a solid end date at this time, but my fate is definitely sealed. I'm in the process of giving away my furniture, my oldest child knows where my precious metals are and which are hers, and I will send my crypto to her wallet as soon as she downloads it. I also will need to sell my truck and work tools, and turn that money into assets for my kids that gov't and greedy exes can't touch. As soon as this is all finished, it's go time.

 

[FuneralCry]

Suicide is my fate as well. It is inevitable for me and I have also accepted it. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Chockles]

I set things in motion a few weeks ago. Suicide is my only option too. I buy N next week my end time within a few weeks max.
I hope you find the peace you are looking for..

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

As soon as this is all finished, it's go time.

I admire your resolve. Sorry you're at this point, though. If you'd like to talk or share, I'm happy to listen.

 

[Smart No More]

Based on your user name I'm assuming you're down this path due to abuse, is that correct? It's such a waste of life. Abuse is horrid. It's such a waste of a good mind. You mention having crypto, assets of some form or another and I'm assuming you work. What I'm getting at is that on the surface from your post you appear to be a person with a lot going for them. It bothers me to think that you might wipe all that away to escape abuse. Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself in my assumption though.

 

[escapefromabuse]

Based on your user name I'm assuming you're down this path due to abuse, is that correct? It's such a waste of life. Abuse is horrid. It's such a waste of a good mind. You mention having crypto, assets of some form or another and I'm assuming you work. What I'm getting at is that on the surface from your post you appear to be a person with a lot going for them. It bothers me to think that you might wipe all that away to escape abuse. Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself in my assumption though.

I've escaped it in the physical sense - she's no longer directly involved in my life. I cut contact completely almost 2 years ago. Two years too late. She managed to unapologetically shred my life to pieces before that. She cost me my marriage, money, material items, my sanity...all sorts of shit. Still, she lives rent free in my head.

Assets wise we're talking a small amount of crypto, metals, work tools, and my truck. I've been planning this for awhile. I kinda knew the day would come so I've spent my time gathering things to pass on to my kids. What little money I make working has been spent making sure they have something from me at the end of the day. Err...my life...