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LastRide

LastRide

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Jan 23, 2020
369
I found it impossible with my tolerance to opiates to be able to fit a lethal amounts of heroin into a single shot. Most of it sits in the spoon, and wont fit into a single shot. When I was at my worst, I would need to shoot up a whole gram just to feel anything or to not feel sick. I would need to do it in multiple shots because I could not fit a gram into a single shot, most of it sat in the spoon and wouldn't dissolve into that small of an amount of liquid.
Exactly, which is why there are all these "prep shots" delivered through snort, anal plus and IM injection !
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Op are u a medical student or had experience in your setup. your can br said setup quite impressive I applaud u for your efforts. Why not just buy N dirrectly??
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
Op are u a medical student or had experience in your setup. your can br said setup quite impressive I applaud u for your efforts. Why not just buy N dirrectly??
I presume you mean @Sunset Limited, not me haha.

I'm unwilling to put in the effort necessary to learn crypto and dark net navigation.
I've done quite a few trials and got very close to death a few times already, oh it felt so goooood….you simply cannot imagine ! I'm almost done with the clinical trials, just trying to add on/use less of a certain drug, not to make sure the procedure is successful (that I am sure about), but to make the experience as mindblowing as possible - it will be the last you'll ever have, might just make it as pleasent as possible !
I'm not sure I am allowed to unveil the different drugs and their respective purity plus the dosage, and the actual sequence of shots….might get scolded again by some pro-lifers in dusguise!!!
If I understand correctly, you have already overdosed multiple times in preparation. Does it not concern you that you may be raising your tolerance?

I'm curious as to the details of your plan. If you don't want to share it here, could you DM me?

I found it impossible with my tolerance to opiates to be able to fit a lethal amounts of heroin into a single shot. Most of it sits in the spoon, and wont fit into a single shot. When I was at my worst, I would need to shoot up a whole gram just to feel anything or to not feel sick. I would need to do it in multiple shots because I could not fit a gram into a single shot, most of it sat in the spoon and wouldn't dissolve into that small of an amount of liquid.
For someone who has no or low tolerance (total lifetime opiate use <5x), a single shot would work, no?

I read that the solubility is 1g/mL - best case scenario. I was thinking of drawing as much as I could into the syringe and then eating the undissolved remainder.
 
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LastRide

LastRide

Specialist
Jan 23, 2020
369
If I understand correctly, you have already overdosed multiple times in preparation. Does it not concern you that you may be raising your tolerance?
Yes, You're correct - I want to find out how much an overdose it will take to ctb safely (and pleasantly - it's one of my main sine qua non I do not want to have a real shit time dying, so I better get my method right). And yes, this is one of the main problems, raising your tolerance - which is why I do not use H all that much outside the 'trials', and also I space out the trials (just one every week or every two weeks) so as not to become physically dependant on the stuff.

I'm curious as to the details of your plan. If you don't want to share it here, could you DM me?
I could, but please understand it's a method that I am sure will work for ME, I am not saying it's failproof for everyone and I am certainly not advising anyone to use it without having done some trials before to see how your reaction to the various drugs is ! It can really feel very different from one person to another, and also have totally different physical effects which you could not have foreseen, and which might turn out to be very unpleasant (like a friend of mine whom I wanted to introduce to the method - at stage 1 already he started to throw up violently and was too mentally confused to even remember what stage 2 was supposed to be...)

For someone who has no or low tolerance (total lifetime opiate use <5x), a single shot would work, no?
Not sure - see what happened to my friend above. Or you might lose consciousness before a lethal amount of H enters your system.

I read that the solubility is 1g/mL - best case scenario. I was thinking of drawing as much as I could into the syringe and then eating the undissolved remainder.
Eating H is no good ! It gets broken down by the digestive system to something with no effect whatsoever !
I found it impossible with my tolerance to opiates to be able to fit a lethal amounts of heroin into a single shot. Most of it sits in the spoon, and wont fit into a single shot. When I was at my worst, I would need to shoot up a whole gram just to feel anything or to not feel sick. I would need to do it in multiple shots because I could not fit a gram into a single shot, most of it sat in the spoon and wouldn't dissolve into that small of an amount of liquid.
You have to get better stuff my friend ! If it's good, pure H you can easily dissolve 2g in 5 ml syringe !
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
Yes, You're correct - I want to find out how much an overdose it will take to ctb safely (and pleasantly - it's one of my main sine qua non I do not want to have a real shit time dying, so I better get my method right). And yes, this is one of the main problems, raising your tolerance - which is why I do not use H all that much outside the 'trials', and also I space out the trials (just one every week or every two weeks) so as not to become physically dependant on the stuff.
I see. It seems you may discover the threshold quite by accident if you continue your trials.

I could, but please understand it's a method that I am sure will work for ME, I am not saying it's failproof for everyone and I am certainly not advising anyone to use it without having done some trials before to see how your reaction to the various drugs is ! It can really feel very different from one person to another, and also have totally different physical effects which you could not have foreseen, and which might turn out to be very unpleasant (like a friend of mine whom I wanted to introduce to the method - at stage 1 already he started to throw up violently and was too mentally confused to even remember what stage 2 was supposed to be...)
I have my method already and do not plan to switch to yours - I'm just curious.

Eating H is no good ! It gets broken down by the digestive system to something with no effect whatsoever !
I have 'heroin' that tested positive for fentanyl and almost none of it actually contained heroin. Unfortunately I don't know how much fentanyl is present, only that it is, so I decided rather not take a chance at survival with brain damage and (pardon the pun) go overkill.

This is not true, as far as I am aware oral heroin still works - it's less potent than compared to other ROAs simply due to bioavailability and first-pass metabolism. And anyway what I have is not really H at all.

You have pure H? I'm jealous. Could you DM me where you got it - even something vague will assuage my curiosity. Where I am all the street dope is fentanyl - almost nothing is fentanyl-free, much less pure H. It's too bad I can't find it - but that may turn out to be a blessing in disguise as I imagine the euphoria might be so pleasant I would want to stay alive simply to experience it again - and it would hinder my objective.
 
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indigomoon

Student
Mar 6, 2022
162
I've never done drugs before so I can't add anything in that regard. But a 27 or even 25 gauge needle is a disaster waiting to happen. You will be forever waiting for anything to go in your veins. If you can find anything from a 20-23gauge that would be better. I used to work in a hospital and anything 25 on up was used for pediatrics or super fragile veins.
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
I've never done drugs before so I can't add anything in that regard. But a 27 or even 25 gauge needle is a disaster waiting to happen. You will be forever waiting for anything to go in your veins. If you can find anything from a 20-23gauge that would be better. I used to work in a hospital and anything 25 on up was used for pediatrics or super fragile veins.
Noted. Drug users typically use 28-31g, depending on the location of the vein and their skill. In saline trials, I'm finding even 25g takes too long. With coke, I'm sometimes blasted before I empty the syringe. I probably need to practise more - but then the lower the gauge, the larger the puncture wound and the slower to heal. 31g were barely noticeable a minute after injecting but were unbearably slow. 27-25g marks last a few days and the after-bruising about a week but are still too slow to push.

What gauge would you recommend for an IV overdose? I'd rather not make another purchase until I am sure I have the right size - I've already purchased 31, 27, and 25. Next one down is 23.
 
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indigomoon

Student
Mar 6, 2022
162
If you want it to go in smoothly, I would say at least a 23 but 20-21 is preferable. In trauma we use 16-18g for fast fluid resuscitation. Like I said, I'm not very familiar with the mechanics of IV OD'ing. I just know how to treat them.
 
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notreallyhere

Member
Dec 12, 2022
33
China white, mix with citric acid and cook? Never used before and have a gram of it want to make sure I don't wake up and die quick.
 
Sunset Limited

Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,230
China white, mix with citric acid and cook? Never used before and have a gram of it want to make sure I don't wake up and die quick.
First off, a purity analysis for fentanyl is a good idea. So you can know how much fentanyl you really have. I've read on this forum that there are labs where you can do this without being legally charged.
 

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