
Mndcntrl
Member
- Aug 15, 2023
- 39
Hey Guys, Girls and everyone else
Its time. I wanna end it since nearby 15 years and now its finaly time. I just ate a buch of rizin seeds and i hope it will do it work... For the case that it doesnt: Can u guys please tell me (Prefer in german) how exactly the method whit Sadium Nitrit works? Or any other cheap but hopefully garantied poisen? Dont got much money, dont have access to guns or violent police. And... I cant lay down on railrods again. If the train comes another time on the other side, I think i start killing people. Hanging is also no alternative. And i dont have the balls to make the cut whit the razorblade or knive, because i was found one time nearby death and dont wanna live through the aftermath from this again... So please tell me which kind if cheap poison i can get quick and ez access? If not in a store maybe on amazon. Or... If anyone want to do the job for me, if you make it quick and painless we got a deal.
Reasons: Im nearby 27 and wanna die since i was 12. I life a shitty life whit no hope. Family is trash. Im addictet to drugs and videogames. I cant break through the devil circle... I was since i was 9 in therapy or some special homes for stressfull kids and got punched and kicked all the time until i was grown. But still a psychic mess, all the therapy was useless. All i wish since years is my death. And today i broke up whit my gf after over 5 years. Thats the last bad thing i needed to happen. Now i got nothing left to life for. No friends, shitty family and my cat will be gone when she is gone. So fuck this shit, im out.
Its time. I wanna end it since nearby 15 years and now its finaly time. I just ate a buch of rizin seeds and i hope it will do it work... For the case that it doesnt: Can u guys please tell me (Prefer in german) how exactly the method whit Sadium Nitrit works? Or any other cheap but hopefully garantied poisen? Dont got much money, dont have access to guns or violent police. And... I cant lay down on railrods again. If the train comes another time on the other side, I think i start killing people. Hanging is also no alternative. And i dont have the balls to make the cut whit the razorblade or knive, because i was found one time nearby death and dont wanna live through the aftermath from this again... So please tell me which kind if cheap poison i can get quick and ez access? If not in a store maybe on amazon. Or... If anyone want to do the job for me, if you make it quick and painless we got a deal.
Reasons: Im nearby 27 and wanna die since i was 12. I life a shitty life whit no hope. Family is trash. Im addictet to drugs and videogames. I cant break through the devil circle... I was since i was 9 in therapy or some special homes for stressfull kids and got punched and kicked all the time until i was grown. But still a psychic mess, all the therapy was useless. All i wish since years is my death. And today i broke up whit my gf after over 5 years. Thats the last bad thing i needed to happen. Now i got nothing left to life for. No friends, shitty family and my cat will be gone when she is gone. So fuck this shit, im out.