Venting It's spring time here, and I want to ctb

[darkdarkdark]

Spring is supposed to be warmth after the cold blizzard of winter...
Flowers start to bloom.
And it makes me want to ctb more than the nothingness of winter.
When it was winter, everyone was cold.
But now in spring, everyone seems to be happy and warm whereas I still stay in winter.

 

[FuneralCry]

The warmer weather certainly makes me want to sleep forever even more, summer is of course the worst time of year though, as the weather just makes existing even more unbearable.

 

[LookAway]

Wow no one even responded to this message except for funeral cry hours later rest in peace

 

[Yavannah]

i feel the same way ..
in spring i collapse
people are outside living and im rotting inside
i cant wait for autumn again …but also i hope im gone by then
sending you hugs

 

[Forever_Hopeless]

This brought me to tears, I noticed myself feeling worse and worse since it got warmer here and I couldn't really understand why. It feels like this weather is way harder to accept than the coldness in winter that at least fits to one's feelings.