unexplainedExplorer
your local nursery mobile
- May 2, 2023
- 48
fuck it. tomorrow i am going to go outside and head to a nice roller skating rink. i'm going to enjoy the little life i have in me for a while. i think i deserve that.
The Morningstar
Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
- May 4, 2025
- 473
unexplainedExplorer
your local nursery mobile
- May 2, 2023
- 48
The Morningstar
Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
- May 4, 2025
- 473
unexplainedExplorer
your local nursery mobile
- May 2, 2023
- 48
Ch4in3dcr0w
if u ever see me happy just kill me
- Jun 21, 2025
- 303
Hope it went like u planned i also said fuck it and made some solo plans for vacations this year that im actually looking forward. Much love hope it went perfectly 
unexplainedExplorer
your local nursery mobile
- May 2, 2023
- 48
needed to postpone again. i had a really bad panic attack that left me sick and tired so i just. laid there and missed my chance. i never recover too well from those. i can't catch a break sometimes, haha.
it's okay, i'll be okay. i know i deserve to enjoy myself. i WILL go to this damn rink
it's okay, i'll be okay. i know i deserve to enjoy myself. i WILL go to this damn rink
Doll Steak
Student
- May 31, 2025
- 149
Take you're time, there's always another day, and when it comes, fuckin savor that moment.
unexplainedExplorer
your local nursery mobile
- May 2, 2023
- 48
i really needed that, thank you so much.
Cloud Busting
Formerly pinkribbonscars
- Sep 9, 2023
- 505
If you end up going, I hope you enjoy.
I remember before my attempt, I saw family at their summer house. There I was, being reckless with my step bro and his friend and hoping the fact we were all drinking beer, veneering rapidly down a hill while speeding and eschewing wearing seatbelts would kill me. I felt I deserved to die in that moment, as the beautiful scenery and the delicious food and the moments with family rang hollow. Nothing at all could give me joy, and I felt ungrateful, which resulted in excessive guilt.
My anhedonia has diminished, and I cannot tell you why. I do know that I wish I could tell my former self back then that it's ok to just… not want to do anything, to not feel much of anything, to not appreciate things, as that's just where I was at, and it won't be permanent, as all things in life are fleeting.
I do hope you go! If not, or it ends up not providing pleasure, go easy on yourself, and meet yourself where you're at rather than should yourself with expectations
I remember before my attempt, I saw family at their summer house. There I was, being reckless with my step bro and his friend and hoping the fact we were all drinking beer, veneering rapidly down a hill while speeding and eschewing wearing seatbelts would kill me. I felt I deserved to die in that moment, as the beautiful scenery and the delicious food and the moments with family rang hollow. Nothing at all could give me joy, and I felt ungrateful, which resulted in excessive guilt.
My anhedonia has diminished, and I cannot tell you why. I do know that I wish I could tell my former self back then that it's ok to just… not want to do anything, to not feel much of anything, to not appreciate things, as that's just where I was at, and it won't be permanent, as all things in life are fleeting.
I do hope you go! If not, or it ends up not providing pleasure, go easy on yourself, and meet yourself where you're at rather than should yourself with expectations
