i love my family and friends, i have hope that things could get better and be resolved, but it's just so much and it'd be easier if i were just dead... i can't believe how badly i messed up, i just feel so sorry to everyone around me and to myself. happy bday i guess.
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Irisse
Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
- Sep 8, 2025
- 506
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Please try and not be so hard on yourself, as I, like everyone, has messed up, it is called life. There are always positive and negative aspects to everything always, however the good now and down the road makes watching a beautiful sun rise and/or sun set so wonderful.
One can tell by your post, just how kind and caring of a soul you are, it speaks volumes about you, all so positive and wonderful.
We are a huge family here and I for one love having you as a great friend and knowing that I have such heart felted people like YOU here, thank you so much for that aspect.
Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY and lots of huge hugs, love and the abundant knowledge that you RALLY make a difference for the good in this world.
Walter
this is very kind, thank you <3 i feel i used to be a very kind and caring person, and then something changed. i had a manic episode, and i just did something so out of character for me. that's not to excuse what happened, but i just don't understand myself. trying to have self-compassion but it's hard. hoping i can find peace soon and continue living.
Lazy
Just let me sleep
- Feb 25, 2025
- 33
Happy birthday! I whish you all the best, sorry I can't do more than I guess tell you that a random internet stranger hopes for the betterment of your situation :)
thank you!! that actually means a lot, i really appreciate that <3 :)
Happy birthday!
I hope you have a better birthday next year!
Me too, thank you Happy birthday!
I hope you have a better birthday next year!
nails
wait i'm goated
- Feb 12, 2023
- 436
happy birthday!!!!!! i'm sorry you have to feel so horrible on a day that's meant to be joyful. it sucks that our pain doesn't at least take a break for special occasions, but i hope you'll be able to feel a bit better soon. you seem very kind, you deserve a happier bday and i'm sorry you couldn't receive that. wishing you the best!
PotentiallyWasted
Breaths through his nose
- Jul 20, 2025
- 143
thank you so much <3 i put myself in this situation, so i can't feel too sorry for myself. i greatly appreciate your kindness and well wishes, hoping for better days ahead for everyone
thank youhappy birthday
darksouls
Illuminated
- May 10, 2025
- 3,370
joltik
Member
- Nov 6, 2024
- 5
thank you, love <3HAPPY BIRTHDAY
i appreciate you, thank you <3
if strangers on the internet can have this much empathy for me, i'm hoping someone irl can too... we shall see
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