dead22222
i am the animal i am an animal
- Jun 20, 2023
- 114
All of your relationships are destined to crumble in an instant over nothing. I wish everyone had no problems being extremely blunt with one another, holding nothing back ever. I hate holding my true feelings and opinions back just to maintain relationships with people. "Oh well you shouldnt have to do that, your real friends would appreciate you being real." I have those real friends, and no they do not. Practically speaking its fucking impossible to find people who can take on anything you say and not take some kind of offense. I wish people could be unattached in that way. Its the downfall of every single bond ive had with someone else. I open my mouth and speak the truth of what I really think and feel one time and everything goes from there. Im really on the absolute verge of completley letting myself say everything I want uncensored, and not caring a single bit who it offends or whatever. (I do not mean verbally attacking people) I dont care if your feelings are hurt not my fucking issue. Nobody steps in to help me when I feel hurt by something someone else says, people continue to say whatever they please including insults and such as well. So why does everyone attack me when I do it???? Am i just extremely unlucky? I dont understand at all.
Im just done dealing with other peoples double standard bullshit fuck this life. Humans are extremely plastic creatures. Life is too short to be caring about this trival bullshit. Too many things weigh in favor of suicide and it becomes more attractive to me when im reminded of them. So much of my life experience is surrounded in disgust at just how dissapointing things actually are. Humans are a failed species, and god made a big mistake giving some of his animals this kind of intelligence. Its a shame what its been used for.
Im just done dealing with other peoples double standard bullshit fuck this life. Humans are extremely plastic creatures. Life is too short to be caring about this trival bullshit. Too many things weigh in favor of suicide and it becomes more attractive to me when im reminded of them. So much of my life experience is surrounded in disgust at just how dissapointing things actually are. Humans are a failed species, and god made a big mistake giving some of his animals this kind of intelligence. Its a shame what its been used for.