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Mar 27, 2019
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I relate to every single person here, I'm so sad every day and I've been suicidal for so long now there are no other thoughts. I just want to go now I'm too tired and useless for this life
 
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Sorry to hear that. Do you have a plan?
 
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No hope

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Mar 27, 2019
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Its really bad and it's getting to the point where I can't even get out of bed.
I've tried carbon monoxide twice but it's messed my head up more, I don't have the brain capacity now for hanging I just need to go
I'd pay someone to end my life, I can no longer read, have no quality of life and trying to find a way out is impossible
You guys are my only hope, I can't go to therapy cus the NHS has already messed my life up
Its really bad and it's getting to the point where I can't even get out of bed.
I've tried carbon monoxide twice but it's messed my head up more, I don't have the brain capacity now for hanging I just need to go
I'd pay someone to end my life, I can no longer read, have no quality of life and trying to find a way out is impossible
You guys are my only hope, I can't go to therapy cus the NHS has already messed my life up
I'd like to find someone eventually to go with so I'm not alone still
 
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Have you checked SN in resources?
 
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No hope

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Mar 27, 2019
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Someone I met on here is going to ctb this week they have said so now I've got that to deal with! I've told them to reconsider but now I'll probably have to live with that
 
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