WAITING TO DIE
TORMENTED
- Sep 30, 2023
- 1,539
I've been thinking about various suicide methods for a long time now.
It's so unbelievably difficult finding one that suits me.
My perfect method would have been Nembutal, like it would have been for so many of us here.
Yet now I have decided that jumping is the only suitable option left for several reasons.
First: Once I go over the edge, there is no turning back, survival instinct has no power to stop me.
Second: Jumping from an elevation of approximately 530 feet, such as the highest point at beachy head means survival is almost non-existent.
Third: It is a rapid method, and needs no special equipment, or trying to source certain substances.
I plan on getting drunk, but not too drunk. Then taking a walk along the clifftop path.
I shall then take a few steps back and then blindfold myself, because I don't want to see the edge approaching when I run towards it.
It's so unbelievably difficult finding one that suits me.
My perfect method would have been Nembutal, like it would have been for so many of us here.
Yet now I have decided that jumping is the only suitable option left for several reasons.
First: Once I go over the edge, there is no turning back, survival instinct has no power to stop me.
Second: Jumping from an elevation of approximately 530 feet, such as the highest point at beachy head means survival is almost non-existent.
Third: It is a rapid method, and needs no special equipment, or trying to source certain substances.
I plan on getting drunk, but not too drunk. Then taking a walk along the clifftop path.
I shall then take a few steps back and then blindfold myself, because I don't want to see the edge approaching when I run towards it.