Venting It's game over I want CTB so badly

[Praestat_Mori]

What a fucking shitty day today. Everything went wrong what could go wrong. Too much to type now just everything is fucked up, fucking shit and it's still summer so I can't go on with CO method bc it's too warm. I hate this fucking life so much it was clear that sth had to happen to bring me down again. I want CTB so badly fucking shit life. Hopefully this agony and suffering is over soon, but I guess I have to wait until late fall with CO method.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it really can be so dreadful and torturous feeling trapped here, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[FindingHome]

What a fucking shitty day today. Everything went wrong what could go wrong. Too much to type now just everything is fucked up, fucking shit and it's still summer so I can't go on with CO method bc it's too warm. I hate this fucking life so much it was clear that sth had to happen to bring me down again. I want CTB so badly fucking shit life. Hopefully this agony and suffering is over soon, but I guess I have to wait until late fall with CO method.

I can relate about everything going wrong. It seems that as days go by everything seems to get worse and worse for me. I don't think I am meant for this world. I hope things get better for you!

 

[tieiwi]

I'm so sorry. I know how it feels when everything seems to be falling apart. I feel your pain and I wish that one day you are free from it. Wishing you peace.

 

[Sweet Tart]

Ugh, I'm sorry it's a shitty day and there's no good way out rn. I hope you can find at least a bit of distraction and peace amid the hard stuff you are dealing with.

 

[whywere]

I cried reading your thread, as you are such a kind, caring and loving soul and you do NOT deserve anything but good things to you. Like @Sweet Tart so eloquently said about a period of distraction, so it gets your mind and spirit off the crummy events of today for a bit.

You have always been so kind and caring to me and I hope that in some small way I can give you a smile and the knowledge that you are cared about here.

Walter

 

[SVEN]

Life can be so merciless, you can give and give whilst it takes and takes and then it still manages to grind you down. Be kind to yourself and go well.

 

[SolomonKado]

What a fucking shitty day today. Everything went wrong what could go wrong. Too much to type now just everything is fucked up, fucking shit and it's still summer so I can't go on with CO method bc it's too warm. I hate this fucking life so much it was clear that sth had to happen to bring me down again. I want CTB so badly fucking shit life. Hopefully this agony and suffering is over soon, but I guess I have to wait until late fall with CO method.

I can't even imagine what you're going through, but I do know suffering. It also sucks with the walls put up to keep you from doing something you want to do just looking for some peace. This world needs to stop being so "Pro Life" and open its eyes to all the people suffering.

 

[Kerrtu]

@Praestat_Mori would it be alright if I sent you a private message?

I'm sorry I'm so late to your post and I hold my thoughts of you close to my heart

 

[Praestat_Mori]

@Praestat_Mori would it be alright if I sent you a private message?

I'm sorry I'm so late to your post and I hold my thoughts of you close to my heart

Sure at any time! PM is open

 

[jussrav]

I can relate about everything going wrong. It seems that as days go by everything seems to get worse and worse for me. I don't think I am meant for this world. I hope things get better for you!

Same. I have so many issues, tumour, illness, no sleeping, family disowned me wish I was dead