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aboy1995
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- Aug 27, 2023
- 12
As the title states, I have avoided seeing, calling, and texting any family members for well over a month now. My mom occasionally will blow up my phone to check on me, but that's it. I have been going to work (reluctantly) and staying at home avoiding any kind of human interaction. Deep down, I know (at least my mom) knows I am suicidal, but no one seems to actually care until it's too late. I have been hinting at ctb for months and I think my family just treats it as a joke or that I wouldn't go through with it. There's really only 2 people I truly care for in this world who are keeping me here a little longer. I've attempted to ctb once earlier this month and failed. I seriously doubt I'll be here much longer.