Wlfgrl
Member
- Sep 29, 2022
- 19
Like a year since I last posted. Usually I come here when I'm having it rough and this website is somewhat comforting. A few things have changed personally, for the better? Financially it's more fucked than it's ever been, (cuz of the people i'm bitching about)but ya know who cares until I'm homeless or gone. Prospects also looking rough, still addicted and in a cycle, but still trying to get better. Pissy mood today for immature reasons, but idk kinda just want to be rid of this. Would love to see how the people in my life would adapt without me doing shit for them, like I do actually want to have my own life and not just babysit constantly every fucking day for the rest of my life. Like I said it's immature, but goddamn I've been so angry recently and then feel shitty for being angry. I can't just sit for a couple of hours and relax on my days off work I gotta go help people with shit like I'm your fucking parent and nobody else wants to step up. Makes me not want to do anything else for the rest of the day when I actually have interests and a shrinking social life. It's been my whole life like this and I just know when I try to separate myself again some bullshit is gonna bring me back to being miserable because I care too much about these people that don't gaf about me. I had plans to do shit today, but now I just wanna rot
