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I had a massive feeling of peace and I crave that peace all the timeStill a lot of liquid.
I saw you were kinda dead for 30 minutes.
If you don't mind me asking, during that time, did you felt anything? did you see anything? something like this:
Near-death experience - Wikipedia
en.wikipedia.org
Where is the proof that SN is less likely to result in death without AE? Even the manual says all that is necessary is SN. The other stuff is just to make you more comfortable. This stuff can be fatal at 2 gram. Some people cannot take an AE and there are successful cases without. Conversely there are people that vomit with AE suggesting it doesn't even work against nausea or vomiting nor speed up absorption in any meaningful way.
great points, all true
I drove to a different county, and the police came, and they were massively rude to me, and i even remember saying how much I love my car and the freedom it gave me. He then reported me to the DVLA, and I had to fill out a bunch of forms, and they also sent forms to my doctor to fill out. Anyway, they revoked my licence, and I found out before the letter actually came, so I walked up to a cliff and stayed there for 14 hours deciding if I should jump or not. I think the police thought taking my licence away would stop me from attempting, but if anything, it made things worse. I'm basically confined to my flat on my own, and that's pretty much how I found out about sn and was able to source it. The thing is, I don't live anywhere close to walk. I'm not in a big city where I could just walk anywhere. It's been over a year since I lost it now and I applied for it back multiple times, but it all got declined. But this time, I should get it back. I've been "stable" for over 7 months now. I just want my car back so I can go and drive somewhere nice and ctb.
I would say the main ones are people calling for help/being rescued, and not following THE MOST BASIC things in the protocols, like 8 hours fasting and dosing the SN correctly.
yeah i get you, being confined just makes it worse it makes no sense, the dvla guidance focuses on people who are at risk of suicide at the wheel and not driving to a spot, and even then 3 months after they should look to give it back. Hopefully you get sorted.
Protocol doesn't really mean shit. I didn't do any of that and still died. Doesn't matter if I took 7g I still died. I didn't fast; I still technically died. Didn't take AE or Benzos, still died. You need to stop thinking that the protocol must be followed perfectly, step by step, for it to work. It doesn't, and lots of people have passed and not followed the protocol. The protocol actually doesn't matter, but none of you seem to realise that. The protocol is mostly for comfort.
Read my message again, i said THE MOST BASIC stuff, which you didnt follow. Fasting and a good amount of sn. With those and without being rescued (very important), you would have catched the bus.
Yeah because I didn't plan it for that day. crazy how I didn't even plan to take it that day and still died.
Clearly, you don't actually know anything about SN apart from what it says on a protocol
Yes, but now you know. If you decide to ctb, just with basic guidelines, you will catch it.
those three basic guidelines don't actually matter. i knew about them didn't follow them and yet wow i still died
Please lets not use the ops thread to criticize them as to what they didnt do right and what to do next time to "make sure" because thats just unfair and uncalled for to what they went through months ago which is trauma they have to live through every day, I thought i already made that clear in my comment.
I've not seen one failed attempt that could be attributable to lack of AE. Usually there is some other reason. Can you direct me to any? I probably will not be able to use AE and I don't recall reading until recently people saying AE is a must.
I don't want to make it more likely someone succeeds. It's a personal choice whether to use AE.
sorry, you're right, everyone has circumstances that are different. you're in a really difficult predicament and i'm so sorry.
Yes, I do, I have an unopened 500g bottle of sn that I'll use at some point.
It really does.
Had some food. But seriously basically having light dehydration symptoms compared to practically dying is a huge line in the spectrum from the same dose is astonishing. Doesn't seem like having a bit of food is a big difference it really is the human body. Same as no single person ever had the same reaction or a drug or medicine.
Sure, I agree.
Because the police were right outside the door so I couldn't grab my scales. All I was able to grab was the sn, scoop, and a drink before I locked myself in the bathroom. My family wasn't in my life at the time. It was a support worker I had for many years who called the police.
Thanks for the information. What bothers me with this method (which is mine too) is that you cannot do it impulsively.
My sn attempt was impulsive, and it still workedThanks for the information. What bothers me with this method (which is mine too) is that you cannot do it impulsively.
I wish you peace
