It would be easier to die if I didn't know how to continue

[TiredNorthStar]

I'm supposed to be going into some kind of recovery program, my parents are obsessed with it. The only thing I can imagine it doing is teaching me new coping skills, how to keep going. I don't want to know innovative ways to stay alive cause ill end up using them. Dying sounds so much easier when I don't have a choice. I don't want "progress" I want out. I want to be at peace. It just hurts

 

[dinosavr]

I think recovery is usually worth a try. You will definitely feel less alone and, who knows, it might help you If it doesn't work out, you can always go back to plan A without feeling guilty for not trying