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Baisley

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Jan 18, 2025
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I read an article on a 21 year old. She took 160 50 mg soft gels of dph and then 48 10 mg fast dissolve melatonin. She was found dead 27 hours later. It is interesting that if overdoses usually don't work how such a young woman successfully overdosed using this method.. What are your guys thoughts on this? Stories like this make me want to try to attempt but I am also terrified of it failing. I wish we could predict if an overdose would actually kill us or not.
 
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raybd

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Dec 4, 2019
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I read an article on a 21 year old. She took 160 50 mg soft gels of dph and then 48 10 mg fast dissolve melatonin. She was found dead 27 hours later. It is interesting that if overdoses usually don't work how such a young woman successfully overdosed using this method.. What are your guys thoughts on this? Stories like this make me want to try to attempt but I am also terrified of it failing. I wish we could predict if an overdose would actually kill us or not.
This is simple to answer: Quite possible. 7.5g of Diphenhydramine is considered the line. She had 8. And the melatonin. And might have been a small person. See this paper for a study on such things.
Overdose of benadryl is prevalent. Lots of places don't write benadryl anymore.
Actually, if you want to look into options other than the well known ones in the PPEH or discussed on this site, simply look for the LD-50 of it online, i.e., the lethal dosage that might kill. Here is a graphic that lists lethal dosage even for water and milk.
 
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I read an article on a 21 year old. She took 160 50 mg soft gels of dph and then 48 10 mg fast dissolve melatonin. She was found dead 27 hours later. It is interesting that if overdoses usually don't work how such a young woman successfully overdosed using this method.. What are your guys thoughts on this? Stories like this make me want to try to attempt but I am also terrified of it failing. I wish we could predict if an overdose would actually kill us or not.

Hw mny ppl hve attemptd wth tht methd in proportn t/ th/ 1 persn wh/ ctb
 
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Baisley

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Jan 18, 2025
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Hw mny ppl hve attemptd wth tht methd in proportn t/ th/ 1 persn wh/ ctb
That I am not sure of. I am just reading articles and such trying to find a way that I can CTB.
 
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黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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This wasn't a simple overdose she took 8,000g of Benadryl, that's dying in absolute pain!

I took 3,000g and was found.... I flatlined in the hospital and I was brought back . High dosages of Benadryl are completely unpredictable but know that if you plan to use it to ctb it will a painful way to go .
 
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raybd

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This wasn't a simple overdose she took 8,000g of Benadryl, that's dying in absolute pain!

I took 3,000g and was found.... I flatlined in the hospital and I was brought back . High dosages of Benadryl is completely unpredictable bit know that if you plan to use it to ctb it will a painful way to go .
Right. no way to go. tons of formal literature explaining that. it's like like jumping is common but messy, goes wrong... The ppeh and other dignified death folks usually factor all this in their suggestions.. ppeh first chapters for example...
 
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raybd

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If you are sure you want to go, I think the first rule is to take the guesswork out of it. Don't experiment with your exit. Even the most boring but tried and tested exit that takes you out for sure is better than something seemingly cool or easy that somehow leaves you stuck halfway there.
 
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Baisley

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Jan 18, 2025
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That's the thing. It doesn't seem like there are any guaranteed exits. I don't care how boring the exit is either, however, I do need a method that I am capable of doing myself. I am really struggling with this..
 
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I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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If you are sure you want to go, I think the first rule is to take the guesswork out of it. Don't experiment with your exit. Even the most boring but tried and tested exit that takes you out for sure is better than something seemingly cool or easy that somehow leaves you stuck halfway there.
This is absolutely it. I have started responding to OD threads that yes, you can die from an overdose, however, it is highly unpredictable, and most evidence we have so far shows that many more people fail than are successful.
 
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raybd

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That's the thing. It doesn't seem like there are any guaranteed exits. I don't care how boring the exit is either, however, I do need a method that I am capable of doing myself. I am really struggling with this..
The methods in the PPEH or the equivalent resource from other death with dignity groups cover a lot of easy to access fairly certain methods. Done right, most of them will work. SN that's popular on this site is one of them. Just follow the SN page on the PPEH and unless you are discovered it is buh-bye.
 
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Baisley

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Jan 18, 2025
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The methods in the PPEH or the equivalent resource from other death with dignity groups cover a lot of easy to access fairly certain methods. Done right, most of them will work. SN that's popular on this site is one of them. Just follow the SN page on the PPEH and unless you are discovered it is buh-bye.
I have no clue how to access the DW or navigate it at all in general to get SN. Thank You though..That's my problem some of these methods, I simply am not smart enough to pull off.
 
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Suicidalastronaut

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Jan 13, 2026
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The hallucinations you're gonna get before dying will be terrifying
 
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raybd

Student
Dec 4, 2019
182
I have no clue how to access the DW or navigate it at all in general to get SN. Thank You though..That's my problem some of these methods, I simply am not smart enough to pull off.
If you are in a place SN tough to get - try Potassium Nitrite or other salts mentioned in the PPEH. But you got to calibrate it yourself.
The earlier Derek Humphrys' group thing - the exit bag - that is easy to set up. Just need an He tank.
In most western countries none of the stronger methods are going to be easily available like they have woken up to SN in the last 3 some years. That is a given.
 
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Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,091
Please do not see a news story and run out to replicate it.
Many methods are pretty direct.
OD is not one of them. There are many variables you need to consider and adjust the plan where needed.
 

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