i couldn't do it because of how cold it was. wasn't prepared for that.
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Abyssal
Probably gonna die soon maybe?
- Nov 26, 2023
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Nice to see you are still with us ultrasharpy. There is no shame in backing out no matter the reason, so don't beat yourself up over this. Take a rest and give yourself time to decide what you'll do next.
I have to drink SN outside.
Thank you and I mean that sincerely but that isn't the problem. I'm not scared to do it, it's actually that I'm going insane and I'm trying to kill myself before I get put into a mental hospital. I have neuropathy spreading through my body and I'm too scared to tell my mom I need to go to the hospital. It's messing with my brain. Sometimes it comes and goes, like right now I can think normally. But I'm afraid of what I will be like tomorrow. I can hold it down pretty well but still. It's also messing with my eyes and my nerves. I told my mom earlier when it was starting but she told me we'd have to go to the doctor and the next appointment is in February. I don't even know if I will be sane by then.
I'm trying to drink SN outside but maybe I should go with full hanging. Also I think I probably shouldn't drink SN in my condition.Last edited:
zombiegirl
the living dead
- Aug 17, 2023
- 183
felt. i cannot stand the cold. i hate winter. you want comfort as you die, that's understandable. i hope you have more luck next time if you truly see suicide as your only option
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Student
- Jun 26, 2022
- 131
I'm sorry for what you're going through. I understand the pressure and urgency of your complex situation, but ctbing shouldn't be impulsive.
Can you try to find another doctor that can see you before February?
I hope you are able to figure something out before it gets worse. I'm so sorry. Please be careful.
leavingthesoultrap
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- Nov 25, 2023
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