I just needed to get this off of my chest, it's a little bit of a rant. I just went onto the SuicideWatch subreddit and I was shocked to see so many goodbye posts. I was a member of the sub three years ago and at that time it was mostly people venting about what made them feel suicidal. Any post that hinted at an active plan was against the rules. It used to be a recovery/venting space but now I see it's completely bypassed that. It's just sad to see so many people hurting and the only thing I can do is read their words, I sometimes react or respond but it always feels frivolous. It's like there's nothing left to do or say to help. And there's only so much one can do over a screen to convey their feelings. Personally, I used to be an unlicensed internet therapist. Back then it was so much easier somehow. Everything just seems so much more bleak right now. It's just unreal to behold on every dimension all the unnecessary misery taking up space in this beautiful world. I truly truly love you all here 
I truly truly wish life didn't have to bring us to this website. I wish true true peace and clarity for everyone here, whether you choose to go early or let entropy take it's course.
I truly truly wish life didn't have to bring us to this website. I wish true true peace and clarity for everyone here, whether you choose to go early or let entropy take it's course.
