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Dreamwalker

Dreamwalker

Time To Wake Up
Jan 21, 2026
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We live in a vast ocean. Even the highest peaks of mania sit below the surface of this void; this void that eats all joy, all color, and all purpose. I hate it.
I hate staring at the wall, brooding, ruminating on what was and mourning what could be. I hate trying to spell 'peace' with the letters C-O-P and E.
And so I stopped trying to swim. Released my fear of drowning by ignoring my need to breathe, and only then did I float.
And I saw you, the one with the broken body. And I saw you, the one with the broken heart. Can you feel me ??
And I saw you, with the sickpretty mind. And I saw you, with a crush on death. The choice was always ours.
Witness the whole picture, cruel consolation, fractals that only appear behind broken lenses.
The most intimate of knowings, the most sacred of truths, that of unbecoming.
Our backs to an infinite sky, our bloated faces to an infinite deep.
Asleep on this throne between nothing and everything.
Silent ripples across the waters give calm.
I wanted it to be different, but
Isn't it romantic ??
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
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Wow, "Even the highest peaks of mania sit below the surface of this void"

I've spent over a year on SaSu now, and I'm always surprised to see many amazing and talented people here.

You got amazing writing skills.
 
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Misfit
Nov 6, 2025
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leonardo dicaprio bravo GIF
 
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Is life over yet?
Oct 27, 2025
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That was some beautiful poetry right there!
 
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