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- May 21, 2023
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I think it's incredibly messed up and unfair that regular people die from fentanyl contamination all of the time whom don't even particularly want to die, but we can't even easily or readily obtain simple lethal methods with the intention of the free choice to kill ourselves. I could find fent contaminated heroin or pills in my city relatively easily if I knew the right people and fent has killed a lot of my previous friends and people I went to college with. But I cannot order SN or KN without a lab number and a lot of verification from a lab if I wanted to get reagentplus or over 80% pure.
I also cannot reasonably contact someone for SN or KN due to alot of peoples hesitation to give out sources and my mild autism making me sound like a fed. And I personally find it unattainable to synthesize my own pure powders that are often used on this forum and even if I did, I could kill people adjacent to me in the process if I'm not careful and dying by inhalation of toxic gases is not a peaceful way to go for me/ optimal. I've looked into strychnine (mole killer) and warfarin (rat killer, blood thinner) and how that would work out if I got it from a hardware store, but the ratio on the pellets or powder to actual death in a human on that is very hard.
Tldr; does anyone feel like it's unfair how peaceful toxicological methods are unattainable to people dying by choice but regular people not wanting to die accidentally and easily get fentanyl often.
I also cannot reasonably contact someone for SN or KN due to alot of peoples hesitation to give out sources and my mild autism making me sound like a fed. And I personally find it unattainable to synthesize my own pure powders that are often used on this forum and even if I did, I could kill people adjacent to me in the process if I'm not careful and dying by inhalation of toxic gases is not a peaceful way to go for me/ optimal. I've looked into strychnine (mole killer) and warfarin (rat killer, blood thinner) and how that would work out if I got it from a hardware store, but the ratio on the pellets or powder to actual death in a human on that is very hard.
Tldr; does anyone feel like it's unfair how peaceful toxicological methods are unattainable to people dying by choice but regular people not wanting to die accidentally and easily get fentanyl often.