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May 21, 2023
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I think it's incredibly messed up and unfair that regular people die from fentanyl contamination all of the time whom don't even particularly want to die, but we can't even easily or readily obtain simple lethal methods with the intention of the free choice to kill ourselves. I could find fent contaminated heroin or pills in my city relatively easily if I knew the right people and fent has killed a lot of my previous friends and people I went to college with. But I cannot order SN or KN without a lab number and a lot of verification from a lab if I wanted to get reagentplus or over 80% pure.

I also cannot reasonably contact someone for SN or KN due to alot of peoples hesitation to give out sources and my mild autism making me sound like a fed. And I personally find it unattainable to synthesize my own pure powders that are often used on this forum and even if I did, I could kill people adjacent to me in the process if I'm not careful and dying by inhalation of toxic gases is not a peaceful way to go for me/ optimal. I've looked into strychnine (mole killer) and warfarin (rat killer, blood thinner) and how that would work out if I got it from a hardware store, but the ratio on the pellets or powder to actual death in a human on that is very hard.

Tldr; does anyone feel like it's unfair how peaceful toxicological methods are unattainable to people dying by choice but regular people not wanting to die accidentally and easily get fentanyl often.
 
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Yogih212

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Feb 3, 2026
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I completely agree and it sucks, do you know how cool it would be if we could legally buy nembutal? Like let people themselves decide what to do with that.
 
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May 21, 2023
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I would say if you have access to pure fent that is is a much more peaceful way to leave than SN or KN. However, the prob is most people are at the end of the chain and therefore have only only access to cut street-quality drugs.

There should be a legal drug available that grants a peaceful death if someone desires that, like N.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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You made a really great point!

Like me, I am on Hydromorphone and have had people wonder if I abuse it, I do not, and I tell them that I can go the street and get almost any type of street drug in a very short time.

Powers that be have one huge issue. They always think that they have all the answers and never make dumb decisions, ya right!

Walter
 
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veryjar

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Feb 12, 2026
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I would say if you have access to pure fent that is is a much more peaceful way to leave than SN or KN. However, the prob is most people are at the end of the chain and therefore have only only access to cut street-quality drugs.

There should be a legal drug available that grants a peaceful death if someone desires that, like N.
Yeah, I have SN, but I'd much rather have fentanyl.
 
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