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- Aug 18, 2020
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Yeah it is time again for an unpopular opinion of mine. I think some/many(?) of you watch gore. When I was a teenager I also watched gore sometimes. I know how this started. I have experienced violence and abuse as a child. When I saw someone in a movie pulling off his skin I had the thought this is exactly the same feeling/I would like to the same during my abuse. Just pulling off my skin. Ironically when I told my mom about this movie she hit me. She did he same when I told her I am suicidal. Yes she beat me due to that fact which is very sick. I have the feeling this is somewhat of a defence because I regret having watched that kind of stuff.
There are several theories why people watch gore in the first place. I am not an expert about it but I have thought and read about it. Moreover I watched a Youtube video about a gore website. I think you have to be cautious about judging other people for watching gore. I think many like me (as a teenager) use this to cope with suicidality, past traumata or in general mental illness. Though experts say gore can cause PTSD and traumata. I read about people who had the job of monitoring websites like Facebook or TikTok. They have to watch a lot of gore and other extreme cruel content. Some of them developed PTSD and are sueing now the companies. I am glad I never got severly traumatised from it. Watching gore is like playing russian roulette. At least I think I am not traumatized due to that. It is always impossible to prove it. But my sister who I think never watched gore also developed psychosis. The bigger trigger for my mental illness was a day in school when I was extremely bullied by my best friends to that time and a lot of other people. I think at that day I was for the first time paranoid. People who get psychosis have often something in common. (I think this does not count for drug induced psychosis) They felt strongly excluded from another group. For example due to bullying. I just recognize this has nothing to do with the topic. It is just as always a self-defense. For me this day was probably the start of my bipolar disorder. After that I developed a mixed manic/depressive state. And due to the suicidal thoughts this condition caused I watched gore.
It is like a chicken egg question in many cases. Do you were ill before watching gore or has gore caused the illness? I think for many the first assumption is true. But I have no proof. Another reason was I always disliked censorship and I thought the journalists also have to watch the world as cruel as it is. They see the dirty side of the world.
I have changed my opinion about gore a lot since then. I think there is often a voyeuristic component in watching gore. I don't think this is often the main incentive. But it often comes along. Many people on here wrtie they want to desensitize from death. I can understand that. But I think most people who are filmed dying don't want that. They did not give a consent. And for me this is a good argument for the hypothesis watching gore is immoral if we have to assume the other people did not want to be filmed/watched dying. I often think about the people who get sexually attracted watching someone suffering/dying painfully. I don't know how many these people are. I assume it is only a small of people who watch gore. Another point which is horrible in my opinion are the comments under those videos. (I never read them.) But many people who cited them and talked about it said they are unbelievable disgusting and evil. I hate that. I really despise it when people make fun of suffering/dying people. And this happens often in the comments of those videos.
When we hope the people are in peace I don't want that people masturbate to another human people who has his/her last seconds on earth. I absolutely don't want to say that many people do that. But if a video is watched like 10k there are also these kind of people. Furthermore it must be horrible for the families of that person to know that other people make fun about their deceased family members or friends.
But this is only my opinion feel free to disagree and I think many will do that. I am curious how much hate I will get lol.
There are several theories why people watch gore in the first place. I am not an expert about it but I have thought and read about it. Moreover I watched a Youtube video about a gore website. I think you have to be cautious about judging other people for watching gore. I think many like me (as a teenager) use this to cope with suicidality, past traumata or in general mental illness. Though experts say gore can cause PTSD and traumata. I read about people who had the job of monitoring websites like Facebook or TikTok. They have to watch a lot of gore and other extreme cruel content. Some of them developed PTSD and are sueing now the companies. I am glad I never got severly traumatised from it. Watching gore is like playing russian roulette. At least I think I am not traumatized due to that. It is always impossible to prove it. But my sister who I think never watched gore also developed psychosis. The bigger trigger for my mental illness was a day in school when I was extremely bullied by my best friends to that time and a lot of other people. I think at that day I was for the first time paranoid. People who get psychosis have often something in common. (I think this does not count for drug induced psychosis) They felt strongly excluded from another group. For example due to bullying. I just recognize this has nothing to do with the topic. It is just as always a self-defense. For me this day was probably the start of my bipolar disorder. After that I developed a mixed manic/depressive state. And due to the suicidal thoughts this condition caused I watched gore.
It is like a chicken egg question in many cases. Do you were ill before watching gore or has gore caused the illness? I think for many the first assumption is true. But I have no proof. Another reason was I always disliked censorship and I thought the journalists also have to watch the world as cruel as it is. They see the dirty side of the world.
I have changed my opinion about gore a lot since then. I think there is often a voyeuristic component in watching gore. I don't think this is often the main incentive. But it often comes along. Many people on here wrtie they want to desensitize from death. I can understand that. But I think most people who are filmed dying don't want that. They did not give a consent. And for me this is a good argument for the hypothesis watching gore is immoral if we have to assume the other people did not want to be filmed/watched dying. I often think about the people who get sexually attracted watching someone suffering/dying painfully. I don't know how many these people are. I assume it is only a small of people who watch gore. Another point which is horrible in my opinion are the comments under those videos. (I never read them.) But many people who cited them and talked about it said they are unbelievable disgusting and evil. I hate that. I really despise it when people make fun of suffering/dying people. And this happens often in the comments of those videos.
When we hope the people are in peace I don't want that people masturbate to another human people who has his/her last seconds on earth. I absolutely don't want to say that many people do that. But if a video is watched like 10k there are also these kind of people. Furthermore it must be horrible for the families of that person to know that other people make fun about their deceased family members or friends.
But this is only my opinion feel free to disagree and I think many will do that. I am curious how much hate I will get lol.
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