Venting Is this the end?

[willyoucrywhenIdie]

Staring at these walls, when I'm all alone
Haven't been the same, I don't feel so safe
I know that these thoughts will be the end of me
and I know just how far I've come to beating them
But if I keep it up I will be dead
Lying in my coffin as the regret surrounds me

Bullets in my head, lying in my bed
I can't seem to fake, what the feelings make
And I watch the world burn down right beneath
I tie the knot right around my neck
Which is something I could never fake
I could never fake

Staring at these walls, when I'm all alone
Haven't been the same, I don't feel so safe
I know that these thoughts will be the end of me