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riel439

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This is my partial hanging setup. I only used overhand knot in tying my pants. I can easily and quickly locate my carotid arteries every time but whenever I test my setup and try to lower myself, I never seem to pass out. I thought that my pants are a good ligature because I saw this post:


where they are also using their own pants. My pants and my shoelaces are the only ligature available for me. What should I do to make my ligature work just like in the video? Thank you.
 
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fuck man this was hard to watch and made more scared about partial hanging it doesn't seem like hanging though she didn't push down or anything
 
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fuck man this was hard to watch and made more scared about partial hanging it doesn't seem like hanging though she didn't push down or anything
Man that was so fucked up. She totally suffered a lot and I won't be taking that kind of pain personally. Now I'm thinking the train is better than partial hanging. Even more, the external carotids that you feel around your Adams apple isn't even going to the brain, the external carotids are the ones that's going to the brain. It's not gonna work as expected
 
thefirstluminary

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Now I'm thinking the train is better than partial
all methods are quite horrible tbh
train will leave your body in a very horrible looking state it's gonna traumatize the driver and family too if they got to see your body which they probably will hanging is decent compare to the train it's still very ugly to me but I'm willing to do it... I got no choice
 
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all methods are quite horrible tbh
train will leave your body in a very horrible looking state it's gonna traumatize the driver and family too if they got to see your body which they probably will hanging is decent compare to the train it's still very ugly to me but I'm willing to do it... I got no choice
Can't worry about how I'll look after the death, I won't be alive to see it anyways.

The video is not partial hanging I suppose. I was thinking about a different way of partial hanging, like sitting really close to the ground and hang myself so when I feel like I'm not passing out I can hopefully get up and see what's wrong.

If I had a gun I would be much happier and comfortable killing myself, of course it looks so violent but that's the most painless way in my opinion.
 
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Can't worry about how I'll look after the death, I won't be alive to see it anyways.
I love my family suicide the idea of me killing myself will crush them so I want to minimize the damage as much as possible by at least leaving my body in a decent looking shape after I die having my brains bashed by the train will traumatize them

The video is not partial hanging I suppose. I was thinking about a different way of partial hanging, like sitting really close to the ground and hang myself so when I feel like I'm not passing out I can hopefully get up and see what's wrong.
it doesn't seem like partial hanging yeah I tried looking for videos for it but I can't seem to find any only full hanging
 
RENOX

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it doesn't seem like partial hanging yeah I tried looking for videos for it but I can't seem to find any only full hanging
I have a question. If I kneel and push down and I didn't lose consciousness in time would I be able to get up and see what's wrong or be stuck while I'm suffocating? Ease answer if you have any idea
 
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I have a question. If I kneel and push down and I didn't lose consciousness in time would I be able to get up and see what's wrong or be stuck while I'm suffocating? Ease answer if you have any idea
yes you can easily get back in your feet and test again until you find your sweet spot that will make you pass out I did more search for partial hanging and only thing I could find is the aftermath there was no videos of people doing it sadly
actually what I did is I brought a short rope and I started to kneel slowly without completely kneeling so I can easily get back up
 
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yes you can easily get back in your feet and test again until you find your sweet spot that will make you pass out I did more search for partial hanging and only thing I could find is the aftermath there was no videos of people doing it sadly
actually what I did is I brought a short rope and I started to kneel slowly without completely kneeling so I can easily get back up
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...l-partial-suspension-hanging-attempts.175517/
Just thought I'd share this thread with you for videos
 
thefirstluminary

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THANK YOU SO MUCH ♥♥
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thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

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This makes me scared as fuck. How is train not better than this? This is way too slow and so traumatic.
I'm actually very happy after watching those vids IT FUCKING WORKS
Sad Break Time GIF by BlueStacks

I just need to find the perfect spot and just do it, it shouldn't be painful cause you lose conscious and black out completely
 
RENOX

RENOX

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Nov 22, 2025
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I'm actually very happy after watching those vids IT FUCKING WORKS
Sad Break Time GIF by BlueStacks

I just need to find the perfect spot and just do it, it shouldn't be painful cause you lose conscious and black out completely
I feel you dude. I also want to end it all, but as always I'm a loser that doesn't even have the gut to do it.
I need to build up motivation to do it but I don't got enough time, I need to end it very soon.
 
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Aren

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I'm actually very happy after watching those vids IT FUCKING WORKS
Sad Break Time GIF by BlueStacks

I just need to find the perfect spot and just do it, it shouldn't be painful cause you lose conscious and black out completely
Hello, i'm too scared to watch the videos, can you explain what you saw "working". I read many thread and i don't know really what is reliable as position's body and positions rope etc... :/ a lot of thread are old .
 
thefirstluminary

thefirstluminary

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Mar 9, 2026
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Hello, i'm too scared to watch the videos, can you explain what you saw "working". I read many thread and i don't know really what is reliable as position's body and positions rope etc... :/ a lot of thread are old .
It's just how it mentioned on the megathread it just that they found the exact spot they pass out extremely fast then died I couldn't find it sadly I kept trying over and over again with no luck
 

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