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Enemy of Evolution

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Nov 9, 2022
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I don't have any problem in my life. Is it wrong to still wanting to suicide. Do I need a reason to kill myself ??
 
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ksp

Arcanist
Oct 1, 2022
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Is it wrong to still wanting to suicide
this the main question to ask yourself !

i want to die because of my philosophical views; i don't like life, and i don't like the human condition
(i am as mentally healthy as any one else in this world)
 
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Blue_mist

Mortal
Apr 14, 2021
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You wanna kill yourself means you got a problem, search for it and you will find it
 
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myownpetvirus

21st Century Lobotomy
Dec 29, 2022
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Why do you want to ctb then?
 
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SamTam33

Warlock
Oct 9, 2022
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A year ago, I would've put myself into this category. I have trauma but it's not ctb-causing trauma.

Now I have money problems.

But I still wanted to ctb when I was financially secure because life requires far too much upkeep and I didn't see the point.

Two random ass people put me here so now I have to go to the dentist and school and pay bills.

In what universe is that desirable?
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
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You wanna kill yourself means you got a problem, search for it and you will find it
I'm not sure this is accurate. There have been a number of well-publicized cases in which people chose voluntary death even when they did did not have immediate, unsolvable problems that made their lives unbearable. The case of 104-year-old David Goodall is pretty well known. He's quoted as having said: "At my age, and even at rather less than my age, one wants to be free to choose the death and when the death is the appropriate time." A couple years ago there was also a highly-publicized case where two middle-aged sisters chose euthanasia in Switzerland, by all accounts because they were simply tired of life and wanted to be done with it.

Philosopher Albert Camus came down on the side of discouraging suicide (for reasons that always looked rather arbitrary to me), but he certainly saw that there were some excellent arguments for ctb. In fact he called the issue of whether or not people ought to kill themselves "the only serious philosophical question."

Most people do seem to find value in their lives, even if they don't particularly enjoy them, but that's not a universal experience. I think anyone who's really honest with themselves has to admit that suicide actually has a lot to recommend it, even in situations where there is no dire emergency forcing a choice of when and how to die.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Out of interest- do you have much joy in your life? Do you feel any purpose to it?

Also- have you had these suicidal feelings for a long time and do you know what triggered them?

I feel like I became comfortable with the idea of suicide at a very young age. So- it's always felt like a feasible option to me- no matter how good or bad things got. Even when I'm relatively ok- I'll ask myself- would you still be ok with dieing now? I don't think I've ever thought 'no.' The fact of death I feel comfortable with. (Likely because the majority of my close family have already gone.) The act of doing it of course is something else! I AM afraid of pain.

Maybe- rather than deep suffering- you just feel like the bad outweighs the good in life? I think that's my feeling anyhow.
 
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Justnotme

Justnotme

I want to hang myself
Mar 7, 2022
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this the main question to ask yourself !

i want to die because of my philosophical views; i don't like life, and i don't like the human condition
(i am as mentally healthy as any one else in this world)
I have exactly the same reason as you. I have never been to a psychologist or a psychiatrist because 1,000,000% of the world will give you some kind of diagnosis. It is very rare to find doctors who understand you.
 
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Sadgirldaisy

Student
Dec 26, 2022
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I don't think there's anything bad per se that's happening to me. I just live a lukewarm and mediocre life and don't really think I'm capable of more. I'm kind of useless and incompetent so I'm not really capable of anything "good" or "great". But things aren't necessarily bad, I just kind of take up space and feel like I'm taking more from the world than I'm able to give back. I don't want to live an empty life, I'd rather just be dead.
 
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BlackWednesday

Student
Oct 18, 2022
112
You say you don't have problems but there must be things in your life you're unhappy with. If you're unhappy and you can't think of a reason then it's likely you have depression.
 
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CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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Lfe inhernt prob time move die a wait this universal reason ctb
 
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Givenuponlife

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Jul 6, 2022
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I don't think there's anything bad per se that's happening to me. I just live a lukewarm and mediocre life and don't really think I'm capable of more. I'm kind of useless and incompetent so I'm not really capable of anything "good" or "great". But things aren't necessarily bad, I just kind of take up space and feel like I'm taking more from the world than I'm able to give back. I don't want to live an empty life, I'd rather just be dead.
Objectively, I'm not in the deepest creek, mental health aside, but I feel similarly . However, I always get the feeling that things could have been different had I been in the right places at the right times. But perhaps, even then, I'd still be an empty shell, but I'd like to think that I'd have more to compensate for that.
 
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DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
315
I've always been intent on and have attempted suicide from the dawn of my earliest childhood memory, before I even knew suicide was a word. Life's not for everyone. While I was fortunate to have had a normal upbringing and childhood, higher education and successful career, I have always been committed to the decision of ending my life at the time of my choosing. At all times, money, relationships, and all of life's pretty pictures were just fleeting moments in the sun, ephemeral and depreciating. Sunrise to sunset, light to darkness, birth to death. Nothing good lasts forever. The better news is, nothing bad last forever either. Relationships eventually become chasing mirages, from honeymoons to heartbreaks. Each day of smooth sailing is one day closer to a breaking storm.

Life was an interesting cursory experiment, whistling past the graveyard, but I have no purpose or interest being a participant in this sociobiological process any longer.
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
Most people do seem to find value in their lives, even if they don't particularly enjoy them, but that's not a universal experience.
That's the point: enjoying life is not a universal experience.

But feeling no joy has reasons.

Some people have a funktional life, they also feel joy in some situations, but deep inside they have no joy. They feel a deep anhedonie. First you should search the reasons for this anhedonie. This can be physical or psychic reasons.

I never trust the reasons for suicide that are written in press, often informations about suicidal reasons are wrong. You know nothing about the real reasons from the 104 old man or the two women in Switzerland. Who want to show the deep reasons the whole world?

Everyone who feel anhedonie should search for the reasons.
 
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CountOfTuscany

CountOfTuscany

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Sep 11, 2021
42
I don't have any problem in my life. Is it wrong to still wanting to suicide. Do I need a reason to kill myself ??

No. It's your choice if you want to continue living.

I am in a situation like this. By all accounts, I am extremely successful, and yet I want nothing more than a peaceful death.
 
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bolt

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Jul 5, 2022
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No. It's your choice if you want to continue living.

I am in a situation like this. By all accounts, I am extremely successful, and yet I want nothing more than a peaceful death.
and peaceful exit is when it success matters
 

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