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TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

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Nov 24, 2023
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I know it's weird to ask, but I'm at the end of my custody battle and I would like to confess every terrible thing I've done in my entire life.

I think I've probably been one of the worst human beings who has ever lived, and if it wasn't that my children needed me I would of hung myself by now.

I'm crushed right now, and I don't think there's really a choice of God showing me any more mercy. I never deserved his grace and now that I've seen the consequences of sin I am facing a guillotine. I'm not afraid of it, far from it... But because there is no way for me to atone I would like to at least respect God at least for a moment before I erase myself (should my children become orphans).

I'm not a Catholic because of differences in the way I perceive some of the scriptures. However sincerely what the hell do I know?
The only thing I think I can say is that I have been an abomination and I'm not here seeking the salvation of my soul, but I want to repent in hopes God will protect and walk with my children in my absence.
 
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particularrodent

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as a serious answer, unfortunately confession is not valid unless it is done in person and you are a baptized catholic. if you want to take this step in your life, you have to find a priest in person. good luck
 
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TheLastGreySky

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Nov 24, 2023
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as a serious answer, unfortunately confession is not valid unless it is done in person and you are a baptized catholic. if you want to take this step in your life, you have to find a priest in person. good luck
Thank you for telling me that. Honestly I think that's another reason why I think Catholics are satanic. They don't recognize other people's baptism (which I had to read into) and they believe they're the only people permitted to interpret scripture. But I understand things needing to be done in person as part of their core beliefs.
 
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Still here

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Feb 11, 2025
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You know what I am really sorry for what you are going through but all I know is that God is ready to forgive whatever we have done as long as we are genuinely repentant.. Isaia1:18"The Lord says, 'Please come, so that we talk about this together. Even if your sins are like a red stain, they will become as white as snow. Even if they are bright red, they will become like white wool."...

Also in Isaiah 55:7 the esv says that God will forgive abundantly.....in my native language it can be translated that God will forgive in a large way...

Btw you are great parent even considerate of the well being of your children.... I love you dude.
 
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Nikkra

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You know what I am really sorry for what you are going through but all I know is that God is ready to forgive whatever we have done as long as we are genuinely repentant.. Isaia1:18"The Lord says, 'Please come, so that we talk about this together. Even if your sins are like a red stain, they will become as white as snow. Even if they are bright red, they will become like white wool."...

Also in Isaiah 55:7 the esv says that God will forgive abundantly.....in my native language it can be translated that God will forgive in a large way...

Btw you are great parent even considerate of the well being of your children.... I love you dude.
that's a beautiful quote
 
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TheLastGreySky

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You know what I am really sorry for what you are going through but all I know is that God is ready to forgive whatever we have done as long as we are genuinely repentant.. Isaia1:18"The Lord says, 'Please come, so that we talk about this together. Even if your sins are like a red stain, they will become as white as snow. Even if they are bright red, they will become like white wool."...

Also in Isaiah 55:7 the esv says that God will forgive abundantly.....in my native language it can be translated that God will forgive in a large way...

Btw you are great parent even considerate of the well being of your children.... I love you dude.
I appreciate your kind words I really do. I'm trying my hardest and I've got court in a couple hours over it. I've begged the workers and I've asked them several times to just tell me what they want me to do, and every time I keep doing what they tell me to and they haven't really tried to work with me whatsoever.
 
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