Is SN the most peaceful method?

[Unsure and alone]

Can I ask why you keep only taking small doses? You start taking and then just change your mind?

It's very impulsive .
Well maybe it's more accurate to say the tipping point is impulsive .
It's also a reflection of the war within.
The place wanting to end it all
And the place that wants to fix it.
Wants a life worth living.

 

[suffering_mo]

It's very impulsive .
It's also a reflection of the war within.
The place wanting to end it all
And the place that wants to fix it.
Wants a life worth living.

I'm sorry. I understand...I very much wanted to live...I have a life worth living but I can't continue on because I have been so neurologically/physically damaged and am suffering so very much, more than I knew possible. .

You vomit even with small amounts, it appears. Is that with fasting? How much do you typically end up drinking?

I hope you can find a life worth living!!

 

[NoPoint280491]

it's the most peaceful method available, for those who can get SN. preferable to hanging, shooting, drowning, jumping off an building or a train for many. I have talked to several people who took SN, they said it was NOT PAINFUL. most went unconscious in 5-10 minutes then died.

How could you talk to them if they died or do you mean you talked to them during their attempt? Not trying to be rude genuinely asking as I have ordered and now getting scared

 

[hhttt25]

i think the most peacefull is N. I watched a CTB using SN and it was all less peace

 

[nibbleone]

i think the most peacefull is N. I watched a CTB using SN and it was all less peace

where did you see it?

 

[diamond4]

Anyone who failed with SN, can you please tell me if it was painful or peaceful? Do painkillers and benzos actually help?

I'm also wondering if jet lag could make the symptoms worse? Should I wait to recover from the jetlag beforehand and wait 2-3 days?

Thank you

Hey, what's SN? I'm new here and am not accustomed to the lingo just yet.

 

[justamirror]

N is very peaceful from popular methods that can be found
Inert Gas method is very peaceful when done properly your out within seconds
Shotgun to the brain probably is very peaceful as well but in a violent and ugly way

I have read a lot of survivor stories, people talking about it after consuming and before dying, and videos. I don't think it qualifies as peaceful tbh.

I believe it is uncomfortable (to be expected your dying) and can even be miserable.

I have read witness experiences saying they seemed to be gasping for air strenuously and convulsing. And also all the typical experiences like nausea, severe nausea, burning throat, bad headache, very fast heartbeat, getting cold, dizzy, loss of vision, lethargic and unable to stand, and of course vomiting. I have also read first hand experiences of it not being as bad as some folk make it out to be.

For me, the only thing that stands out as possibly really uncomfortable would be struggling hard to breath in combination with severe nausea/vomiting. But if done properly and you don't start rapidly vomiting back to back you will be unconscious eventually and sooner rather than later at that. That is the last ~40 minutes you will have to endure in this life probably less if we consider when consciousness is lost.

I don't think knowing this will stop me. I want to die. I really want to die. I'm not naïve and understand what this is all about. I have tried for years to sustain myself and get out of the wheel of suffering I exist in. I'm not doing this impulsively or before I have even tried to live a life in society.

 

[suffering_mo]

i think the most peacefull is N. I watched a CTB using SN and it was all less peace

@hhttt25 Any way you can give us more information on this, so we can know what the possibility is?

 

[amaterasu :-)]

Having a peaceful method has never been my priority, the pain is not the important to me, but rather the fact that it takes me by surprise. That's why I like methods like cyanide, because my mind doesn't know how it is going to suffer and that would allow me to easily throw myself. All I want is that it is lethal and reasonably fast. so i don't care if the sn hurts at the end, I would continue using it, my favorite way to die is by ingestion.

 

[theconductor25]

I'm kind of new here and I'm wondering if any of you have any video sources for SN preparation? I'm curious to see how the SN is supposed to look once you dissolve it in water. Also, are there any videos documenting someone taking SN for ctb?

 

[singingcrow]

N is very peaceful from popular methods that can be found
Inert Gas method is very peaceful when done properly your out within seconds
Shotgun to the brain probably is very peaceful as well but in a violent and ugly way

I have read a lot of survivor stories, people talking about it after consuming and before dying, and videos. I don't think it qualifies as peaceful tbh.

I believe it is uncomfortable (to be expected your dying) and can even be miserable.

I have read witness experiences saying they seemed to be gasping for air strenuously and convulsing. And also all the typical experiences like nausea, severe nausea, burning throat, bad headache, very fast heartbeat, getting cold, dizzy, loss of vision, lethargic and unable to stand, and of course vomiting. I have also read first hand experiences of it not being as bad as some folk make it out to be.

For me, the only thing that stands out as possibly really uncomfortable would be struggling hard to breath in combination with severe nausea/vomiting. But if done properly and you don't start rapidly vomiting back to back you will be unconscious eventually and sooner rather than later at that. That is the last ~40 minutes you will have to endure in this life probably less if we consider when consciousness is lost.

I don't think knowing this will stop me. I want to die. I really want to die. I'm not naïve and understand what this is all about. I have tried for years to sustain myself and get out of the wheel of suffering I exist in. I'm not doing this impulsively or before I have even tried to live a life in society.

how do I do it properly?

 

[youareforgiven]

From what I've gathered, if you have good veins, lethal injection is quick, sure and painless (other than starting the IV).

In theory inert gas asphyxiation (helium, nitrogen), could be even better.

So far only one person has been executed that way. The next one will be in one month: Sept 26

A third is scheduled for this Nov IIRC. All by State of Alabama.

I am very curious about the second and third one. First one was terrible. I changed my method after that. Might change is if the second one is going ok.

 

[justamirror]

how do I do it properly?

You can find the timings of the optimal protocol in the resource section under Vizzy's guide.

imo you need:
SN (tested) - 20-30g x2 cups
prescription grade AE - 30mg (reduce nausea, helps get SN to bloodstream quicker)
beta blocker like propranolol to reduce tachycardia (fast heartbeat) to ease some discomfort
pain killers like ibuprofen to combat headache

I think this will be a good strategy, but me personally I'm probably going to be going without AE or beta blockers nor sedatives.
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