Is SN the most peaceful method?

[Unsure and alone]

Can I ask why you keep only taking small doses? You start taking and then just change your mind?

It's very impulsive .
Well maybe it's more accurate to say the tipping point is impulsive .
It's also a reflection of the war within.
The place wanting to end it all
And the place that wants to fix it.
Wants a life worth living.

 

[suffering_mo_7]

It's very impulsive .
It's also a reflection of the war within.
The place wanting to end it all
And the place that wants to fix it.
Wants a life worth living.

I'm sorry. I understand...I very much wanted to live...I have a life worth living but I can't continue on because I have been so neurologically/physically damaged and am suffering so very much, more than I knew possible. .

You vomit even with small amounts, it appears. Is that with fasting? How much do you typically end up drinking?

I hope you can find a life worth living!!