Is reading PPeH necessary if you’ve read Stan’s Guide for SN?

[Flutter Girl]

I'm just wondering because all of my conditions (especially Long COVID) make it hard to read actual books…(though I'm sure I could push through a chapter if I truly need!). I've already read the document with some of the experiences…the one about someone named Moonie was helpful & reassuring. Also read about how the experience went for a few others.

I have the SD type (which people have said has tested legit) and am going to test it myself sometime soon. I should already have the AE (meto),Tagamet, benzo, & I believe some old propranolol…bc I have THAT many health conditions.

I'm sick of the health issues, sick of the narcissistic abuse that I seem to keep attracting (even if I stopped attracting it, the damage from previous/ongoing abusers is too insurmountable), & I'm not about to wait to be homeless on the street to do this.

Another Q…does anyone know the best social media platform for reliably/easily making a delayed post (that can be erased if something goes wrong)? I realized that I don't know anyone's email address anymore, or how often they use them. Asking would DEF be a red flag.

As I've mentioned, I need my dog to be rescued as soon after as is safe, bc there's nowhere else she can go beforehand (I believe I may have detailed why in a previous post). I'm sad I can't go with her at my side, but I'm afraid of her trying to lick me awake, & being poisoned herself (by any kind of vomit on my face/mouth/etc). She's kept me going the past few years, but she needs a healthier pet parent. I really want to be sure to get her help asap, bc I know she'll be upset. I wish so much that I didn't have to leave her, and that a single living human cared about me as much as she does.

I just need to be sure that I've given myself enough time on whatever delayed post I (I'm thinking 8-10 hours). Going to practice with "safe" posts beforehand…the last thing I need is accidental "saving"
I really have to say…the only moments calm I've known in YEARS have been since I first found this site and started lurking.

Thanks to all of you for finally giving me a place I feel that I can actually reveal my true feelings. It's been awful to deal with so much in my life, and to have it compounded by being held silent (which was better than dealing with "pick yourself up by the bootstraps" and "I'm over 1,000 miles away and haven't seen you in YEARS, but I'm sure that you can't be as sick as you say you are/be sicker than me when you're younger than me" from my mother or anyone else…but the isolation has still been so damn awful).

It's sad/ironic that this is one of the few places that I've found a sense of community…but y'all are great.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I suppose this place doesn't count as a social media platform, huh? It has the delayed post function. We're all social here. I know that's not what you meant. Honestly, I can't answer your SN question since I'm going to use CO when the time comes. Maybe you could read the relevant parts of the PPH in stages as you can muster the strength? I'm going to use a delayed posting, too, but only for posting a Goodbye Thread on SS, and I'll be practicing, too, beforehand. And I plan on throwing some red herrings out first, like the "little boy who cried wolf", just to throw anyone who might be paying attention, who shouldn't be, off track. Only my last delayed post will be the real one and no one will know when that is coming. Good luck and peace to you.

 

[Flutter Girl]

I suppose this place doesn't count as a social media platform, huh? It has the delayed post function. We're all social here. I know that's not what you meant. Honestly, I can't answer your SN question since I'm going to use CO when the time comes. Maybe you could read the relevant parts of the PPH in stages as you can muster the strength? I'm going to use a delayed posting, too, but only for posting a Goodbye Thread on SS, and I'll be practicing, too, beforehand. And I plan on throwing some red herrings out first, like the "little boy who cried wolf", just to throw anyone who might be paying attention, who shouldn't be, off track. Only my last delayed post will be the real one and no one will know when that is coming. Good luck and peace to you.

Tysm!! I need people that know me offline to send help for the pupper…but knowing that there's a delay function here to say goodbye helps…especially since people seem unable to type after about 5 minutes or so.

I had no idea, so thanks for letting me know!! If all goes well, it would be a way to let people know that the SD source of SN (hopefully) works…and I'd love to leave some kind of contribution if I can, as others have. Without things others have done for the forum, I'd never have found what I'm hoping is my method (and only way out of this cycle of suffering).

 

[locked*n*loaded]

but knowing that there's a delay function here to say goodbye helps…especially since people seem unable to type after about 5 minutes or so.

YW. I can't remember back when I had 13 posts, but is it available to you already? It's at the bottom left-hand side of your posting box, the "Now" button with the downward pointing carrot arrow next to it. Some of the functions on this site only become available to you after you reach a certain number of postings.

 

[befree]

There is an updated guide with Diazepam in the latest PPH.

 

[ojinzo]

I don't know about Satan's guide ( I hate that name) but PPeH is scientifically based with actual resources

 

[rationaltake]

I don't know about Satan's guide ( I hate that name) but PPeH is scientifically based with actual resources

Satan's Guide

 

[london3]

@Flutter Girl

Yes you can easily make a delayed post via socials such as Instagram and twitter etc. Why not delay it a few days or even a week so you can easily cancel it if you change your mind?

Also yes it is good to read the latest PPH book as it has so much more detailed information compared to stans guide to sn. Please take the time to read as much as you can as we all want you to have a peaceful and quick journey.