gardenoflonely
I'm ready whenever you are, God
- Apr 29, 2026
- 96
I seriously don't know what to do anymore. I think it would be less stressful on my end to not leave a note. People will feel how they feel regardless, and me trying to take control of a narrative through a note is never going to work. I know that I haven't done anything to deserve to feel like this for so long. That's enough for me. I don't know what explanation I can give to anyone else that won't make something worse. I can't even write that it has nothing to do with them or isn't their fault...ultimately it is my decision I know this but I felt so strange trying to be comforting in this note to people that mistreated or abused me. I started writing out a note on a google doc but it's just so wrong. I deleted the whole thing. They'll be fine without it and me