is anything left?

[dealeriscrazy]

I've been feeling nothing really. i just sit and think for hours and regret every decision i have ever made. was it worth it i ask, to ruin every single relationship i had , because i had this constant fear of being abandoned and now actually i have no one and i feel there is no reason for me to be here. i feel like dying and i was to kill myself but i am so weak i can't even do it. i literally want someone to free me from my misery because i can't take it anymore. seriously.

 

[dinosavr]

What's left, it depends on what you've tried. Death seems like an easy way to go but as you've already noticed, it's not as easy as it seems. But there are many options for therapy. If you have any strength left, go for it, it may be worth it to give it a(nother) go. After all, you've got nothing to lose, right?

 

[Coal54321]

I feel you. I ruined my relationship with my long term gf of 6 years because I was always scared of losing her and it made me controlling. I hate myself for everything I did and have nobody left

 

[Scorpio moon gal]

What's left, it depends on what you've tried. Death seems like an easy way to go but as you've already noticed, it's not as easy as it seems. But there are many options for therapy. If you have any strength left, go for it, it may be worth it to give it a(nother) go. After all, you've got nothing to lose, right?

I see now ..death isn't easy either