Barely even feels like my life anymore. All I care or think about is killing myself. Why would anyone want to protect or prolong such a miserable process? Might as well have died long ago. It's a sorry excuse fort a life.
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violetforever
Elementalist
- Dec 24, 2025
- 897
i think about this too. im living just to hate being alive. half of my life has been spent feeling this way. ive never outgrown it, its only worsened. my life has been worthless for a long time.
w8forme
Member
- Jan 18, 2026
- 13
Ive been feeling like this for a while and its hell. Every day that i wake up i just wish i just had the guts to ctb the day beforeSimilar threads
