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retstardeda$$hole

retstardeda$$hole

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Jul 21, 2026
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The guide says anything above 95% should suffice. But I still have the dreadful thought of failing since its this close to 95%.

I am also not sure how painful this will be. Video on a certain website with footage of people dying because of it doesn't really seem all that peaceful. Especially the vomiting looks like it hurts like hell.
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hüperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
625
Pain level depends on how you follow protocol, best of luck 💜
 
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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
249
Most of them didnt do it properly like not taking antiemetics
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I will be taking 1000mg para and 30mg meto. And alprazolam after 15 minutes of drinking SN
15 minutes after drinking your SN you will most likely be unconcious.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
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User Phoebie467 may he rest eternally. Lost consciousness around 7 minutes (visually) after taking 20 mg alprazolam and propanolol. However propanolol OD may cause chest pain (AI) soi i'm just taking 200 mg
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,305
I am scared if i take it too early I will vomit when I am unconcious and render my attempt a failure
Take just enough alprazolam to make you heavily sedated, not to make you fall a sleep before you ingest your SN. Learn how your body reacts to alprazolam and then decide how big of a dose you actually need. For every person its different amount.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
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Who ever said it was painless???
 
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