ironically, smoking is the only thing keeping me alive.

[saturn1ne]

black coffee and a cigarette is the only thing i look forward to when i wake up in the morning. i used to smoke only when drinking/going out, but now i smoke every single day. nothing else brings me joy.

 

[Echo]

The amount I smoke has increased at lot over the years, I'm on about 20 a day. I tried give up recently but couldnt even managed 24hours without one. It's expensive and a smelly habit but I think I'd feel a bit lost without smoking as ridiculous as it sounds, it cures my boredom for 5 minutes.

 

[bitcrush]

I know what you mean. Some of my happiest moments in the past 2 years were from me sitting on my porch and smoking cigs. Especially at night while looking at the stars. I don't smoke anymore though, I switched to vaping in January.