
l0ve4eva
New Member
- Sep 22, 2021
- 3
i used to be a member of the og reddit and then lurked for methods here afterwards but never used this account. figured out i could post in the one place where i won't feel judged for being a total loser. every time i come back here it has less and less functions available. it would be a shame if this website went down :(
some things about me:
- i'm a lesbian
- i have a grad school degree but i'm technically a neet since i'm terrified to apply to new jobs because i have barely any experience and am traumatized after being mistreated and overexploited by bosses at my previous jobs. labor laws are nearly nonexistent in my country and everyone has an "if you complain you're too weak for Real Life" outlook so it's pointless to reason with anyone. even therapists judge me for being too scared to work again.
- never attempted to ctb but i have a lot of si since i was bullied since i was 11
- i have severe anhedonia and zero motivation to do anything as i fail to see the point on living under late stage capitalism and impending climate doom lol
- i am probably autistic but there are zero resources or treatment where i live
- i tried being a high school arts teacher once. i only lasted one month.
- i used to go to anime cons and wearing cosplay (being skinny is the only thing i'm very good at) but i developed very visible and deep forehead wrinkles from stressing non stop since the day i was born so i feel 2ugly to dress up anymore
- i have an extremely hard time making friends because i have no idea of how to approach people or what to say, seriously it's like a mystery to me. this is very bad because in my 32 years of life i have learned living well is never about what you know but about who you know
- i get panic attacks from weed edibles :(
- i genuinely believe there should be government mandated handlers to help mentally ill people like me. i think life is worth living but not in this modern polluted society
some things about me:
- i'm a lesbian
- i have a grad school degree but i'm technically a neet since i'm terrified to apply to new jobs because i have barely any experience and am traumatized after being mistreated and overexploited by bosses at my previous jobs. labor laws are nearly nonexistent in my country and everyone has an "if you complain you're too weak for Real Life" outlook so it's pointless to reason with anyone. even therapists judge me for being too scared to work again.
- never attempted to ctb but i have a lot of si since i was bullied since i was 11
- i have severe anhedonia and zero motivation to do anything as i fail to see the point on living under late stage capitalism and impending climate doom lol
- i am probably autistic but there are zero resources or treatment where i live
- i tried being a high school arts teacher once. i only lasted one month.
- i used to go to anime cons and wearing cosplay (being skinny is the only thing i'm very good at) but i developed very visible and deep forehead wrinkles from stressing non stop since the day i was born so i feel 2ugly to dress up anymore
- i have an extremely hard time making friends because i have no idea of how to approach people or what to say, seriously it's like a mystery to me. this is very bad because in my 32 years of life i have learned living well is never about what you know but about who you know
- i get panic attacks from weed edibles :(
- i genuinely believe there should be government mandated handlers to help mentally ill people like me. i think life is worth living but not in this modern polluted society
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