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ph4zzzy

ph4zzzy

Member
Apr 3, 2023
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I don't think I really wanna ctb right now (at least if I really think about it), but I've always known that one day I will. Maybe out of spite, impulse or boredom, but I know I will. I'm a new member so some of the terms confuse me, but if i ask how I understand I'll probably get the responses.

When I ctb, I want it to be painless but not fast. Maybe something similar to being really high, drunk or how your body reacts to exsanguination (weak/numb). The only issue is that overdose usually cases nausea or vomiting, which scares the fuck out of me. So does anyone know something I can OD on (preferably orally), that'll obviously help me ctb, but won't make me feel sick af?
 

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