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ResidualAshes

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The household has never used grinding tools, and I'm concerned that purchasing items with no practical use would increase the risk of being discovered by family members.
 
Macedonian1987

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I intend to split my 0,5mg Xanax pills in half and drink them that way. I will take them1 hour before drinking my SN. It will be a hefty dose. Hefty enough to make me feel very drunk, but not too hefty because I don't want to fall a sleep mid protocol.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

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I intend to split my 0,5mg Xanax pills in half and drink them that way. I will take them1 hour before drinking my SN. It will be a hefty dose. Hefty enough to make me feel very drunk, but not too hefty because I don't want to fall a sleep mid protocol.
How much if i may ask? I'm also planning to use xanax but i'm afraid 10g is not enough to make me pass out
The household has never used grinding tools, and I'm concerned that purchasing items with no practical use would increase the risk of being discovered by family members.
I'm planning to crush mine using a selfie stick.
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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How much if i may ask? I'm also planning to use xanax but i'm afraid 10g is not enough to make me pass out

I'm planning to crush mine using a selfie stick.
The dosage depends of how much you weigh and what is your tolerance to benzos. For me a dosage of 1,5mg is enough to make me feel very drunk, but I very rarely take any kind of benzos.
 
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