In school

[Body bobi]

I'm at school rn and I have suicidal thoughts... I'm dealing whit them since I was 12 and I don't know how to stop them... I'm in sport school where everyday is just suffering whit school and sport... For me is hard bc my sport is boxing... But my main will aways remain mma... I don't have much of a confidence and I think I'm weak even tho I'm in the mma world for the past 10 years... Everybody thinks that I'm actually pretty strong and sometimes I'm really op but most of the time I'm just pathetic in my mind... Bwt how are y'all?

 

[Vizzy]

I'm at school rn and I have suicidal thoughts... I'm dealing whit them since I was 12 and I don't know how to stop them... I'm in sport school where everyday is just suffering whit school and sport... For me is hard bc my sport is boxing... But my main will aways remain mma... I don't have much of a confidence and I think I'm weak even tho I'm in the mma world for the past 10 years... Everybody thinks that I'm actually pretty strong and sometimes I'm really op but most of the time I'm just pathetic in my mind... Bwt how are y'all?

As you are in boxing, just see your opponent and training as suicidal thoughts, fight back and punch back hard as you can!

I know it is easy to say then doing it but just try