in 1 sentence, why do you want to CTB?

[thefaunasystem]

I am an artist, and before I go I would like to leave a piece of art that explains why I've done what I've done.

I find myself at a loss as to why in any form of rational word that anyone else other my system will understand.

Which is why I come to you. I understand myself best through the words of others. Please, tell me why you want this hellscape to be over? Why do you want to die? Why do you feel like this is the only way?

 

[Jorms_McGander]

I will CTB due to the effect of chronic lifelong invalidation the same way a socially isolated rat becomes addicted and dies.

Edit: rats are cool and uniquely talented animals so I don't mind being similar to a rat FTR

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I suffer from a big failure in life that lead to financial problems and a life that I don't want to live.

 

[Captainfalconcrou]

I thought in only happens in books but I fell passionately in love

 

[goodoldnoname923]

i'm unfixable and i lost my closest friend

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I hate myself so much that if I'm allowed to continue to live I will keep making myself miserable also I'm a pathetic virgin incel loser who will hurt people if I don't die.

 

[tbroken]

I was unlucky and developed CPTSD at young age, i screwed my dreams and I'm so frustrated that i cannot make good relationships.

 

[rozeske]

I fought and tried as much as I could until all the trying finally broke me.

 

[cupcakesandmilk]

A messed-up brain since a very young age, depression, self-hate, never growing a spine to pursue my dream, and some sprinklings of nihilism.

These are pretty much my main reasons for wanting out; might sound kinda lame, but none of that is gonna matter if I actually go through with it...

 

[umopep!sdn128]

I completely ruined my life, dont know if I am responsible to this, or it would gone this anyway, and I hate life and cant have a second without desire to dissapear.

 

[sserafim]

I wasn't built or meant for this world and I don't want to have to change myself to suit it; I also don't want to become just another slave to the system

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Life has always been undesirable for me since birth and I am compatible with death, not life

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Only in life / existence / consciousness can u suffer unending constant unbearable pain. In Death / non-existence you can't suffer that kind of pain nor any pain problems or suffering ever. Non-existence is the ultimate bliss

Many more reasons.those are just some....

I believe after Death is non-existence forever

 

[LunarLight]

Depression since the age of 10, only getting worse.

 

[silence ends]

My life aint worth living, just constant pain.

 

[thenamingofcats]

There has to be more to life then just surviving it.

Just made this my signature, feel strongly about it.

 

[mors.mihi.lucrum]

I am an artist, and before I go I would like to leave a piece of art that explains why I've done what I've done.

I find myself at a loss as to why in any form of rational word that anyone else other my system will understand.

Which is why I come to you. I understand myself best through the words of others. Please, tell me why you want this hellscape to be over? Why do you want to die? Why do you feel like this is the only way?

All the goals I had for so long are rapidly falling through my fingers, I no longer want to fight it, I want to be one with it and disperse as easily as my dreams

 

[jan28]

My nature forbids me from surviving this unforgiving world, this wasn't meant for me

 

[sserafim]

There has to be more to life then just surviving it.

Literally

 

[333s]

i feel clumsy standing on the solid ground as the piece of conscious meat, my soul belongs to the firmament

 

[dreamfloat]

Life is too difficult for me.

 

[lnlybnny]

i don't fit in

 

[xoirse]

i feel like i never belong in this world, it's always against me no matter how i try and function to fit in.

 

[FuneralCry]

Because the true peace of non-existence is always preferable to the torturous and futile burden of existing as a human.

 

[Guy_Smiley]

When Taco Bell decided to discontinue Doritos Locos Tacos, that's when I knew there was simply nothing left for me in this world

 

[restlessdream3r]

There is no way out.

 

[Guy_Smiley]

I wasn't built or meant for this world and I don't want to have to change myself to suit it; I also don't want to become just another slave to the system

I don't want you to change yourself for this world either because you're already perfect. I would rather be your slave than see you become just another slave to the system.

 

[golta]

My childhood was destroyed by my parents and I and them we have destroyed my future, Im literally horrible in all the aspects of life in general.

 

[DizzyFolfy]

...To get to the other side

 

[grungy自殺]

I was unprepared to live and navigate the intricacies of life as i was fed with attempted assimilation by the ones that raised me that ultimately didn't work in the end.