i'm told a surprising amount to just do it

[owarikigan]

whatever spaces i go to that advertise themselves as free to talk about suicide that isn't here, i constantly get either anon messages telling me to do it or my acquaintances completely ignore me when i'm too exhausted to mask. it doesn't even take any venting honestly people on basic socmed just genuinely don't like me and constantly harass me (all i do is draw lol) it kind of feels like it should serve as a sign to just go through with it but people fail to consider that it takes resources to do so as much as i want to, and if i easily could that i would have by now, which kind of annoys me more than the sentiment itself. though it is rather disappointing that basic kindness is lacking in any facet whatsoever even from the people i thought i could trust and i really am just living for no reason at this point

 

[Forever Sleep]

That's so cruel. I wonder if the same people would feel guilty if their bullying pushed someone into doing it.