I’m tired of venting about how much I wish I was dead

[Lifeless mindset]

I'm tired of venting to my girlfriend about how much I hate living. I'm also tired of venting on here, yet here I am still venting. It's all I got left. I don't want to get "better". I just want this to all be over. If I had a second chance at life knowing everything I know now I would take that chance. Unfortunately that's not how things are so I need to escape myself and this world for good. When I lost myself I lost everything. Most importantly I lost my will to keep going and to keep caring which is kinda something you need if you wanna make it in this world. I can't wait till I'm dead. I can't wait till I'm finally free.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Same. Talking about it is getting really old.

 

[Timetoleave1]

Do you have any health problem?

 

[vultureilse]

can relate to this a lot

 

[Lifeless mindset]

Do you have any health problem?

Yes

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish to be permanently free from this world, more than anything and of course any kind of writing or conversation about this subject is useless and completely purposeless as it doesn't achieve anything. Pretty much all of my waking moments are spent wishing to die and I'm so incredibly tired of everything in this horrific world, I could never not be. But your feelings are completely understandable and it makes sense wishing for death. To die solves everything after all.

 

[Sad_Sack]

I'm tired of venting to my girlfriend about how much I hate living. I'm also tired of venting on here, yet here I am still venting. It's all I got left. I don't want to get "better". I just want this to all be over. If I had a second chance at life knowing everything I know now I would take that chance. Unfortunately that's not how things are so I need to escape myself and this world for good. When I lost myself I lost everything. Most importantly I lost my will to keep going and to keep caring which is kinda something you need if you wanna make it in this world. I can't wait till I'm dead. I can't wait till I'm finally free.

Same. Unending misery.

 

[Obliviate]

Same. It's like replaying an old song over and over again. Eventually people get bored of it and move on. I'm so tired of venting about all the world problems and society doing absolutely nothing to change. I even shar eon here and get attacked by imbeciles. I just wanna focus on my method now. Enough of the "This world is fucked up because of this this and this and my life is horrible because of this this and this. I can't even share what I imagine the afterlife to be like without being attacked on here. *sigh* I'm gonna just talk scientifically about my method then move on from this world.

 

[time2fly]

Same. I'm done. I hate this planet and most everyone on it. It stole everything from me. It ruined me. It is pure evil. The only good things in life are those which are not living. Life is a curse and humans are a parasite. I'm done.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Same. I just want to CTB already.