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yaulkan

yaulkan

Member
Jun 17, 2022
70
Even if we scour the internet to buy n, there are many people who sell it, but they all end up as a scam.
Just looking at this, so many people want n,
Is there really no real supplier?
Is it okay to just talk about time n in wasted time like this?
do you have n
 
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Sun n showers

Student
Jul 4, 2022
189
Even if we scour the internet to buy n, there are many people who sell it, but they all end up as a scam.
Just looking at this, so many people want n,
Is there really no real supplier?
Is it okay to just talk about time n in wasted time like this?
do you have n
No supplier atall it's unobtainable, and if anyone does have access to it it's only via dignitas, pegasos or end of life clinic ghent, witb an agreed assisted suicide. There is no D supplying N , cos if there was half of us here would have got it and be long gone. Very frustrating, because I think everybody should be entitled to a pain free passing
 
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betternever2havbeen

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,030
@Sun n showers of course there really is a D, plenty of people on here have ordered from him. Maybe they didn't all wanna go yet they just get peace from having it? Or they've already CTB. A couple here have given their experiences of surviving it. No reason to believe there is no D or he's not legit.
 
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Sun n showers

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Jul 4, 2022
189
Who? Is plenty of people ... if so just name one justbone that used ig successfilly, or tertec it succesfully . sorry non proof atall. Too many people didn't receive anything and paid and were scamned. Or stuff was seized whuch wasn't even legit . Plenty of money taken by him that's for sure. Who had nembutal from him , just one example , there are none , and believe me if it was readily available and easy to get there would be many examples.
If they survived it then it wasn't nembutal
 
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betternever2havbeen

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Jun 19, 2022
1,030
@Sun n showers I'm not gonna out people, just do a search to read their threads, I don't think it's up to me to highlight certain users who have successfully received it.

I've heard many times he's legit, he's not a scammer. If it got seized that's not his fault, but hopefully he is working out ways around that. People have been warned plenty that now is not a great time to order and if you do so it's at your own risk. That goes for even beforehand anyway since it's illegal. I understand the frustration, I hope the situation improves.
 
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AliceTheGoon

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Jul 1, 2022
399
Who? Is plenty of people ... if so just name one justbone that used ig successfilly, or tertec it succesfully .
Do you really want an answer to this question or have you already decided? If providing one member name who used it successfully is helpful to you I can do that. If one name isn't enough then say so now and I won't bother.
 
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Sun n showers

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Jul 4, 2022
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@Sun n showers I'm not gonna out people, just do a search to read their threads, I don't think it's up to me to highlight certain users who have successfully received it.

I've heard many times he's legit, he's not a scammer. If it got seized that's not his fault, but hopefully he is working out ways around that. People have been warned plenty that now is not a great time to order and if you do so it's at your own risk. That goes for even beforehand anyway since it's illegal. I understand the frustration, I hope the
Do you really want an answer to this question or have you already decided? If providing one member name who used it successfully is helpful to you I can do that. If one name isn't enough then say so now and I won't bother.
Oh yes as many names as you an please, that would help us all, of course with more confidence that the bloke exists . We know its illegal
Out people? If they are dead how can you out them?
 
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AliceTheGoon

Specialist
Jul 1, 2022
399
Oh yes as many names as you an please, that would help us all, of course with more confidence that the bloke exists . We know its illegal
You're the only one asking so I will PM you one name if that's enough. Is one name enough?
 
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Sun n showers

Student
Jul 4, 2022
189
If now is not a great time to order when is? Its either supplied or not supplied, and it wasn't received by so many persons here
As I said more proof the better, more names the merrier, no put it up so everyone can see its not a scam , trying to tell other people who clearly are trying to get it and have been disappointed that somehow there is a golden ticket for the few ..??? Of course cert of passing is only proof
 
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betternever2havbeen

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Jun 19, 2022
1,030
Out people? If they are dead how can you out them?
I thought you meant anyone who had successfully bought N from D. I don't know anyone personally who CTB by any method but others do and I have no reason to doubt them. It's hard to get hold of for sure but that's not what you are saying you are claiming D is a fake and no one gets their stuff.
 
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Sun n showers

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Jul 4, 2022
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If now is not a great time to order when is? Its either supplied or not supplied, and it wasn't received by so many persons here
As I said more proof the better, more names the merrier, no put it up so everyone can see its not a scam , trying to tell other people who clearly are trying to get it and have been disappointed that somehow there is a golden ticket for the few ..??? Of course cert of passing is only proof
I'm not the only one asking, there are lots of people asking why hasn't d replied to my emails?
I thought you meant anyone who had successfully bought N from D. I don't know anyone personally who CTB by any method but others do and I have no reason to doubt them. It's hard to get hold of for sure but that's not what you are saying you are claiming D is a fake and no one gets their stuff.
Exactly you don't know anybody personally, so that's clear you cannot name one person, which is fine thank you for trying
It would help people to know that there is or there isn't.... its very sketchy. If everybody who ordered it got their stuff, there wouldn't be many people left on here... talking about the ever elusive way out .....
 
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betternever2havbeen

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Jun 19, 2022
1,030
@Sun n showers yeh because I've been here 2 months! And you've been here even less! But I've read A LOT about N in the time I've been here. Including people who have had their N but got it confiscated by cops or managed to fob them off. There is a very recent post about someone who survived N it's probably only a page or two back go read that...they took just one bottle that's why they survived as the other was held up at customs.
 
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AliceTheGoon

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Jul 1, 2022
399
I'm not the only one asking, there are lots of people asking why hasn't d replied to my emails?
You are literally the only one asking for the name of a successful N ctb. Again, if you want I can PM one to you. Take it or leave it.
 
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Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
There is one reliable supplier. There's only been 1 reliable supplier for years. Countless people have received and consumed N over the years. Clear confirmation from the community has come through in various ways. I'm sorry you're having trouble hearing back. Availability from the most known supplier(s) has varied but I've never seen N be entirely unavailable in 6 years. Even during the shortage people received it. Best of luck to you.
 
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Sun n showers

Student
Jul 4, 2022
189
I've been here 3 years under another name, before this one actually, but yes I've read it all. So surviving from taking one bottle of what is jabelked N is failing. So there is no note of anybody successfully passing with N anywhere ? Here? Only those that bought it many years ago in Mexico before mass restrictions occurred seem to actually poses it, mostly in Australia as its covered by PN from exit . So tell me if it was readily available from D, there would be persons here long gone and there aren't any . Nobody has taken N from D and gone, which is what its for right? Just trying to keep it simple here.
 
Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
Please forgive my stupidity... But what is N? Sodium nitrate? Nitrite? I read that word when I had aquariums. Their piss was ammoniac, filter bacteria turned it into nitrites... Then nitrates. Can't anybody with piss & salt make N? If we can't get N can't we get the recipe?

Mixing vinegar with bleach would be an horrible death but I read that it's what hitler used on the Jews... Is N really that peacuful of a death? I fear poison more than 1 min of strangulation. How is N better than co2 from a car exhaust through a window with a tube while you fall asleep? Smells better?
 
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Sun n showers

Student
Jul 4, 2022
189
There is one reliable supplier. There's only been 1 reliable supplier for years. Countless people have received and consumed N over the years. Clear confirmation from the community has come through in various ways. I'm sorry you're having trouble hearing back. Availability from the most known supplier(s) has varied but I've never seen N be entirely unavailable in 6 years. Even during the shortage people received it. Best of luck to you.
Do enlighten us please with this clear communication, as from what is being written by most people is that there us no supply
There is one reliable supplier. There's only been 1 reliable supplier for years. Countless people have received and consumed N over the years. Clear confirmation from the community has come through in various ways. I'm sorry you're having trouble hearing back. Availability from the most known supplier(s) has varied but I've never seen N be entirely unavailable in 6 years. Even during the shortage people received it. Best of luck to you.
Please do enlighten us , with just one who has consumed it , I'm not having trouble, every person who is writing about n from d is having trouble
.look at what is written, nobody receives anything , by all means give us their details, explain this then, why if something is so readily available are so many people here not receiving it, prove it
You are literally the only one asking for the name of a successful N ctb. Again, if you want I can PM one to you. Take it or leave it.
 
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betternever2havbeen

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,030
@Hollowillow wrong stuff. What you are talking about is just know here as SN . Whereas N is veterinary what they use to PTS animals and use the same thing at Dignitas etc.
 
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Sun n showers

Student
Jul 4, 2022
189
Do enlighten us please with this clear communication, as from what is being written by most people is that there us no supply

Please do enlighten us , with just one who has consumed it , I'm not having trouble, every person who is writing about n from d is having trouble
.look at what is written, nobody receives anything , by all means give us their details, explain this then, why if something is so readily available are so many people here not receiving it, prove it
Do enlighten us please with this clear communication, as from what is being written by most people is that there us no supply

Please do enlighten us , with just one who has consumed it , I'm not having trouble, every person who is writing about n from d is having trouble
.look at what is written, nobody receives anything , by all means give us their details, explain this then, why if something is so readily available are so many people here not receiving it, prove it
Do enlighten us please with this clear communication, as from what is being written by most people is that there us no supply

Please do enlighten us , with just one who has consumed it , I'm not having trouble, every person who is writing about n from d is having trouble
.look at what is written, nobody receives anything , by all means give us their details, explain this then, why if something is so readily available are so many people here not receiving it, prove it
Yes do let us all know thank you. Looks like people need to get greet confidence back from this guy , shoukd be no trouble getting it from him then , fabulous 🧐
 
Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
There's been multiple members from just the past 6 months with clear cut confirmation. There's a search function for situations like this where you want to dig deeper into individual experiences with a certain method.

N is my preferred method. I've seen truly lovely people that have stayed in my memory successfully use this method. I've seen proof of that on and off the forum. If you're not convinced and you're struggling with the search function I don't know if anyone can help. No one is going to go searching for you or posting some of the more delicate threads to appease anyone. Just keeping it simple as well.
 
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Sun n showers

Student
Jul 4, 2022
189
There is one reliable supplier. There's only been 1 reliable supplier for years. Countless people have received and consumed N over the years. Clear confirmation from the community has come through in various ways. I'm sorry you're having trouble hearing back. Availability from the most known supplier(s) has varied but I've never seen N be entirely unavailable in 6 years. Even during the shortage people received it. Best of luck to you.
Have you got yours OK?
You are literally the only one asking for the name of a successful N ctb. Again, if you want I can PM one to you. Take it or leave it.
Oh yes certainly
 
yaulkan

yaulkan

Member
Jun 17, 2022
70
I am not saying that d is scam. He sent n and implemented it. It just failed because there was a problem with the delivery. There is no regret for d because he has already endured that much.
I am sad because I can't find other sellers and just discuss with each other in writing and can't find a supplier.
All I'm looking for is a source of n
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
Lots of unknown words... What is N? Can it be made with SN? Bribe a veterinarian? One of us should become one? We can Find their supplier with a fake company name to order?
@Hollowillow wrong stuff. What you are talking about is just know here as SN . Whereas N is veterinary what they use to PTS animals and use the same thing at Dignitas etc.
 
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Sun n showers

Student
Jul 4, 2022
189
There's been multiple members from just the past 6 months with clear cut confirmation. There's a search function for situations like this where you want to dig deeper into individual experiences with a certain method.

N is my preferred method. I've seen truly lovely people that have stayed in my memory successfully use this method. I've seen proof of that on and off the forum. If you're not convinced and you're struggling with the search function I don't know if anyone can help. No one is going to go searching for you or posting some of the more delicate threads to appease anyone. Just keeping it simple as well.
There's been multiple members from just the past 6 months with clear cut confirmation. There's a search function for situations like this where you want to dig deeper into individual experiences with a certain method.

N is my preferred method. I've seen truly lovely people that have stayed in my memory successfully use this method. I've seen proof of that on and off the forum. If you're not convinced and you're struggling with the search function I don't know if anyone can help. No one is going to go searching for you or posting some of the more delicate threads to appease anyone. Just keeping it simple as well.
Excuse me sorry search function for what exactly? I'm not asking to search a delicate thread of anything, just proof , the truth in all honesty just the truth with proof. Yes, there ard many lovely people here. I've read all the threads... so you have your N ready to go as its your preferred method?
 
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betternever2havbeen

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,030
Lots of unknown words... What is N? Can it be made with SN? Bribe a veterinarian? One of us should become one? We can Find their supplier with a fake company name to order?
No it cannot be made it's a drug used in euthanasia-animals and people. You'll come across the rest of the info you need if you stick around.
 
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Sun n showers

Student
Jul 4, 2022
189
There's been multiple members from just the past 6 months with clear cut confirmation. There's a search function for situations like this where you want to dig deeper into individual experiences with a certain method.

N is my preferred method. I've seen truly lovely people that have stayed in my memory successfully use this method. I've seen proof of that on and off the forum. If you're not convinced and you're struggling with the search function I don't know if anyone can help. No one is going to go searching for you or posting some of the more delicate threads to appease anyone. Just keeping it simple as well.
Multiple members of clear cut confirmation of what? Do let us understand what you mean, lots of people here would like im sure clear cut confirmation of buying something to actually receiving it. If that is what you are saying , then please do tell the members how it is clear cut . Maybe I'm missing something , or nit understanding what you mean by multiple members with clear cut confirmation? Feel free to pm me if you have a moment to explain, thank you kindly
 
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Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
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There's been multiple members from just the past 6 months with clear cut confirmation. There's a search function for situations like this where you want to dig deeper into individual experiences with a certain method.

N is my preferred method. I've seen truly lovely people that have stayed in my memory successfully use this method. I've seen proof of that on and off the forum. If you're not convinced and you're struggling with the search function I don't know if anyone can help. No one is going to go searching for you or posting some of the more delicate threads to appease anyone. Just keeping it simple as well.
My reason to die right now is agony from poisons in my home that I can't remove. Mixing cleaners? Damaged mayetials offgasding? So I am terrified of N... Is it more certain & less likely to turn me into a paralyzed vegetable than hanging?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,700
Please forgive my stupidity... But what is N? Sodium nitrate? Nitrite? I read that word when I had aquariums. Their piss was ammoniac, filter bacteria turned it into nitrites... Then nitrates. Can't anybody with piss & salt make N? If we can't get N can't we get the recipe?

Mixing vinegar with bleach would be an horrible death but I read that it's what hitler used on the Jews... Is N really that peacuful of a death? I fear poison more than 1 min of strangulation. How is N better than co2 from a car exhaust through a window with a tube while you fall asleep? Smells better?
'N' is Nembutal. EVERYONE wants to get their hands on this. I'm no expert but I believe it is a pentobarbital drug used in assisted suicide clinics. It seems to be one of the most peaceful methods available. However, it seems very difficult to come buy and is classed as an illegal substance in some countries.

'SN' is Sodium Nitrite.
 

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