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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
As some of you know, I was supposed to CTB last week. I'm a failure, I couldn't get it done. I hate myself. I'm angry at myself. I'm lost as it was the perfect opportunity. Fuck life, fuck everything. All I can think about is how I should be dead and not dealing with the BS of life and these constant thoughts. I'm still here and I HATE IT.
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
Failure in life is worse than failure to ctb...

There are always more chances to ctb
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you would be frustrated. Of course suicide is very difficult after all, but no matter what the option to ctb is always there. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.
 
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miserableforever

Arcanist
Oct 23, 2020
488
As some of you know, I was supposed to CTB last week. I'm a failure, I couldn't get it done. I hate myself. I'm angry at myself. I'm lost as it was the perfect opportunity. Fuck life, fuck everything. All I can think about is how I should be dead and not dealing with the BS of life and these constant thoughts. I'm still here and I HATE IT.
I'm sorry to hear that. You can try again at some point.
 
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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
It's just that it felt like it should have been the day, it felt right, the weather was right, it was before xmas, i feel like a total failure more than i normally do. It's a weird feeling dealing with the world when you thought you'd be dead ... hopefully i can successfullly do it soon. I fucking hate everything
 
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