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deathisnear
Experienced
- May 23, 2021
- 284
As some of you know, I was supposed to CTB last week. I'm a failure, I couldn't get it done. I hate myself. I'm angry at myself. I'm lost as it was the perfect opportunity. Fuck life, fuck everything. All I can think about is how I should be dead and not dealing with the BS of life and these constant thoughts. I'm still here and I HATE IT.